memories

hmm..i shall say this is a very touching post. it records all my wonderful times. i shall start with the earliest ba..

i did this from this URL
http://illustmaker.abi-station.com/index_en.shtml
hehee look like them. mine is in my MSN avatar. kekekez

from left = jeffery ; shuling ; TK ; Yini
this is quite long liao le...last yr ard september to november liddat. 2 gers from Dover ITE 2 guys from NP attachments studentswas quite good with the girls and TK. heehee miss those times..too..still remember shuling love SLY~!
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intro to the people from ANL~ (the sequence is random):

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junyao & me
attachment student now become contract worker hahaa~~always helps me in anything. listen to my problem also. like my real brother liddat kekeke~~ even closer to him than my real brother lolz.and he thinks i put him in the top means hes the top hahaha sequence in random lah! haha but hes really a good listener too. haiz we all thru thick and thin de lah.. then became so close together the whole gang to JB-Malacca..real like family. muacks muacks everyone!

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stephanie & me
almost become my sister. haha really best pal in ANL. i company her through her thick thins in life and she companies me thru mine too.. real nice to know her, no regrets. patient with my talkativeness and complainess, very caring friend..really lah become my sister liaoz kekeke.. see how cheeky we can get hahaha, me steph and junyao best gym buddies also la~, hopes she gets out of her current situation immediately! i want to see the happy and normal her!! love ya ~ muacks!

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cora & me
DEAREST CORA~ kakaa dont angry lah not that i didnt wanna write anything about you. but just didnt have the right photo to trigger me = =" now i have it. lets see, cora is from hongkong, very cute very nice girl, always very great to hav her around in any outing any gathering, so cheerful~ my half sis also hahaa~ now then i realise we got the same parting at our hair lolz.. as you know also, we have all our own buddy system wahha, like sengkang buddy all that. but our bunch everyone are buddies but we are not really keen to be one with "hay" bwahaha. think of this also wanna laugh, we all are so keen to be buddy with cora, remember this ~ cora makes good chicken chop and "ai xin zao can" ok~! one day i shall try the ai xin zao can!

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eugene & me
this is a must keep phrase! -->
"he always says this phrase " HELLOooo~?" with the eugene look." hahaha.
he is our bouncer man ok~ dont pray pray with eugene, he is a good driver also lah but not at night. cuz ...quite fast hahaha and he also will help me in design stuffs k~ he loves to travel also. one month go once out of sg. super rich. hahaa cambodia he went to do CIP but should be a good experience. maybe we all should go?? muahaha
really nice to have eugene in our gang. bouncer protects us k~!

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jacqueline & me
pretty girl~ very ONZ and tt time she kena bullied by those 2 keee siaoz dogs, disgusting pple, always bully my buddies. she left..earlier than me like a week..
then she went to SIA to work as a air stewardess!! heehee..~she looks like SIA de hor! so nice in kabaya~ the makeup sometimes v scary too hahaaa, but with kabaya it looks fine. then she got so many lobang once she became SIA~~ bras, LV, all that hahaa nice sis to have too! love ya~

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rachel & me
really like another big sister for me always peel prawns for me lau pat sat also help me Jb also help me, nice nice nice ..she just sent her resignation letter also..haiz DAMN that KS..bully my sister.. kill him kill him!! eeekss!!, rachel so pretty, so nice to us. such a nice person how to bully. haiz. dunno wad the mad dogs thinking...grrr...

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hayden & me
man with many crappy words but real nice person too! chief organiser officer in our JB-Malacca trip. haha his jokes are real lame but farnie at times..~! buay tahan one. he sometimes lame till he also cannot stand himself and break out laughing. he is stephanie de papa~ protects steph, he wants to go around recruiting buddies but like to no avial leh, so sad one ar haha especially cora, he is last in cora's list! haha hay will always be hhll = horny hayden lusty lak. tts him


vincent & me
can say he is my senior haha also from dmd 2 years our senior. he and cora sengkang buddies haha. he rides in his bike go her eand there. but he is a road idiot..dunno the way one always get lost hahaha got map in his bag. always will help us buy this and that kinda gentleman ba. his gf japan airlines de mai siao siao haha~


cheesheng & me
sometimes weird sometimes not weird. but he is really good in programming.
always helps me in those also. haha


gerry & me
one hell of a cool guy, always wears this sunglasses and vest. he is man with many words but he is sometimes quite depressed..but he can really tell good jokes of what happened when he goes overseas like he went taiwan and hongkong before. real funny incidents he mentioned to us.



jiaqian & me
came with junyao from SP, he always jump here and there. good in guitar. sings high pitch hahaa, sometimes chat with him quite fun~


endra & me
from NTU, he is an indonesian chinese, sometimes we speak chinese i can sense him feel left out but he also v farnie, he even admitted he love porn and always surf hahahahahaa wanna laugh!


mingyong & me~
JC student waiting for A levels. she scholar sia. 4 As...cool..
nice girl very si wen very sweet. she left anl also like 2 weeks ago..sad..

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jingli & me~
attachment student from TP, was quite close with her, went home with her cuz she lives just a busstop away from me. lolz she also very cheeky lah, always laugh at pple and always will say "chee sheng wo tao yao ni! tao yan ni!!" at first we really think she likes cs hahahaa farnie~ then she hates cow. and once said she was 100% niu slave. wanna bomb cow for her. and for ANL. :P


victor lee & me
he and yangling and yuk and jimmy in sales department.
but he in charge of the MOE projects hahaa sianz but his house..damn huge sia..we had great time there too~


yangling & me
she is my mummy in ANL very nice mama!!! makes bread for us everyday.
she has 3 boys herself. isnt it amazing ! look at her. so pretty and young and hot! hahaa she is 38 one lah but really nice person.


uncle yong & me
he is really one man i met that maintain the cuteness and niceness over the years. he is so nice that always smile. can u imagine he was a discipline master last time? hahaha he loves to eat organises all the makan makan sessions!


victor yuk & me
his baby just born not too long ago. can see he became happier now. but sometimes he talk v loud. hahaha sometimes u should see him bomb jimmy can laff till die.


weilin & me
this photo quite nice ar


Leo & me
he took over albert and become manager of my room. he just got married secretly lolz with a china girl that he just met not long ago. china pple all marry like this ar?? but he farnie sometimes la..talk cock all that. soccer very good.


mingchiang & me
juggler is his profession but he came here to earn experience in programming field. he is really good in his juggling always goes around with his balls and moth balls to juggle about. enjoyed his performance in office haha!


alex & me
he is new attachment from dover ite didnt know him too long. just that he took away place from junyao hahahaha then junyao condemn him. lolz.


visu & me
sit beside me. his lovers are orange and pink and purple sari hahaha, he is the programming system expert from india and he always laugh laugh laugh and say " ama ama" tamil means ya ya lolz farnie.


angelica & me
indonesian chinese also~ she is so adorable and cute sometimes, her expressions her behaviour, so innocent~! she will never bluff you one loh. any guy marry her will be so blissed! nice to everyone, i leave she also v sad..haiz, but i will remember you forever de angelica!


marte & me
one of the nowegians that joined us as attachment students. she hates me talking loudly i can sense it. they are really a mad bunch where they drink a lot of beer and smoke a lot lolz


auntie helen & me
very very nice auntie..she does the cleaning up during lunch time everyday. always come and chat with me. and she even bought a big big box of merci chocolate for me when i left...so touched!! i still haven finish the choco. she always buy lotsa things for us to eat also..missed them


jingxuan & me
my supervisor, good one okay. i think she cant stand us liaoz haha we keep slacking. but she said we were fine people ok?! haha she is workaholic but she joined me and steph for shopping in JB once~! funz funz. u can never find supervisor that shops with ya.


alice & me
she is the clerk there. and she does a lot of worksheets haha
she treats us so well that when she tio 4D we got a treat during new year all the good stuffs!! big prawn meat sharks fin yusheng!!! miss alice also ...


yangling & mingyong on mingyong last day..~~

jiaqian & steph on JQ last day

junyao & rachel

vincent & mingyong.. looks like vin is going eat her up liddat haha

the pussy gang!

sengkang buddies!!! they v close~

this is long ago take de. yang ling me and steph!

jingxuan i think this looks so cool! yr pose is so nice

junyao and his best pose.

cute auntie helen. ( screams and say she very fat whenever u ask her take photo)

cheesheng in his tang chao or wad china costume during new year
can u imagine seeing him on a bus??

on the way to vic lee house. yangling side view. i love this photo.
so " yi shu"

xueyan!!!! too bad i didnt take photo with her..
from china, her bro is good friend of mr yee so she got a chance to work here.
she very shy but online she not shy liaoz hahaa

vincent advertisement for IPOD

enghua & visu
now edward took over enghua.. enghua was so good last time. soft spoken..good in this system management.. but the bosses keep scolding him..he left..
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office:

where we relax and have parties.

corridor!

room 1

room 3(where i am in)

my table!

i took from the big window.. when the rain was so heavy. looks like..in genting or when volcano erupts!


steph and me. i love this photo hahaa
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soccer match day. guys waiting for their turn. right side is JY and hay doing a ad for 100 plus






lau pat sat trip!!! satay prawns stingray!! then ktv was hectic that night.


welcome to my wifes place bar !
see buddies photo haha!nice



christmas 2004
we sang ate turkey pizza drinks exchange presents!!! see the anl choir!!!





HCL party!! at haydens house. we drinka lot..... and play those chai quan game hahaa so cool!!!

i love all of u!!! No matter HCL party ART or makan makan!!!

feeling better

ar~ now okie le ba.. at least my problem is solved..thanks to my dearest friend.

really cant wait for the trip on saturday. hope everything will go smoothly..~
but tonight also not bad lah.~ heeheee.
tmr morning piano...getting nervous already ..been practising the few bars of notes these few days. hope the teacher will say i have improved. XD

c c c d e~~ d~~ c e d d c~~~~

hahaa one of the thing i have to practice.
cant draw the stave here. so...~ cde cde cde lolz.

next time take some pictures of the books i use hehe~

i still havenmanage to put up photos cuz office no photoshop yet. and the photos i have now are not complete!!! i will one shot put a super long post of photos in ANL life. hahaa

heeheee...

無奈 wu nai ~~~~~

我現在的心情只能用無奈兩個字來形容

my feelings now...i can only say ( = =""" ) wu nai ~~~~~

marche coffee club

yesterday night it was a rushed out gathering. we decided go marche eat. then in the end its cora, lingling, vincent, rachel, junyao, cheesheng, rachel friend, eugene and me. we ordered a lot of things....really ..but i really like the dessert...! the waffle ice cream banana mango...brownie ice cream i feel like wow...i am in heaven.

we chatted like mad ba. then afterwards steph came to join us.. chatted and then i fell down loh..............grrr..............

pain pain skin peel off... but the worst part is my knee there.....swollen press down is those u cannot endure de pain..hope it recovers soon.

today met director..woah sianz...feel so weird lolz..and another staff or lecturer..= =" he talk the things so old fashion dunno how to agree but still need to agree. whaah.

am only awaiting for payday tmr only heehee.e..~!

yay!!! JB or shall i say Malaysia!~!!!!

woohoo! i cant believe it, this weekend is it!

this is it!
its time for a quick break out~ going to JB stay at hay place on sat then sunday morning is a whole day @ melacca!!!! heeheee~ then back to SG. i am sure i will super enjoy it!~ hahaa

quote from STEF de email
"...so think 1 pm like tt then can go ler. it will be portugese chicken for lunch. shopping in the afternoon. evening seafood dinner. nite go stefanie's bar.
then sun morning go melacca. play one day and back to spore lor."

wah i see liao so excited hahahaa. gotta bring as little as possible. just my compact pouch, shampoo, one berms 2 tees tts all. lolz and money and of cuz undergarments. heehee

wahhaaha i heck la~ cuz everytime i bring a lot of stuff go chalet. dunno i gundu or wad lolz. might just bring a sling. my famous black sling. good.

heeheeeee then i got to wait for friday gym. hmm...today no go out again. tmr. dunno leh persuading them. friday sat sun. happiest day of 2005 hahaha =D

irritating

really buay tahan that woman sitting beside me on train just now.

i already developed a skill to sleep on train so u wont irritate pple u sit anywhere just lay back against the window or the corner sit lay back loh...can sleep very nicely de...dont lay to the front.............then u will droop left right left right left right!!! grrr...if a little nvm..that lady once she close eyes she will droop liaoz. and before that she just sat down and she started fidgitting around with her bag with dunno wad inside. and then started reading her today paper. then her newspaper keep tingling my arms!!!! i am sleeping leh!!! OEI~@! i wan to slp loh she tickle my arms move ard beside me i cannot sleep loh.... then when she sleep also will irritate me. keep drooping to my hands. haiz....

i kept staring at her liaoz she also no sign of "sorryness"

the lost world

m' lost. i dont know what to do?? like when i get home everyday when i take the train when i walk on the road. m' not sure why there is something missing from me~ i need a holiday desperately at least a week. but i hope the "confirmed" trip to JB this weekend will help me relax my mind a bit. think if i take a week off and go off to somewhere outside singapore alone, will sort my thoughts out ba. just need some fresh air.

many things are happening around the world. heard some insiders news that taiwan and china are really going to have a war soon...poor mother earth. damn the world. why are there these wars and stuff. so stupid. singapore being kiasu as always has already retrieved back all the equipment and troops from taiwan back to singapore safe and sound. how nice. being a star chaser, there is no doubt i will think of amei's safety. not in a joking manner but really. its not safe during war. my friends there. haiz.. world peace. world peace. period.

sumatra got the third earthquake since boxers day last sunday. i dont understand why the indian ocean kept having more and more earthquakes in risk of more tsunamis which i am really scared of....water..giant water....freaked me out.. 3rd earthquake can u believe it??~! even singapore can feel it. i think the people there cant work or study when there is no food no shelter no water not even a peace of mind with everyone on unstable conditions. but my mom said something that struck me.

she said in the past indonesia has been anti chinese and killed many many many chinese people and this is the retribution. = =" but japan did more harm than this in the past. thinking wad they did to china and singapore and most asian countries. and now they still have the face to complain that chinese are still anti japanese. and they cannot tahan the criticisms. even though its a long time but i dont like their attitude of not having apologised for the wrong doings they did in the past and still have the guts to stand out on public TV and say that what people did to their embassies are too much?? what about the rapes and innocent killings they did to our pple in the past? not to say my grandfather was also involved in the war too.

enough of my boredess topic.

keyboard

i got my keyboard for practicing fingering liaoz. kinda excited lolz. but slowly i will pick up the gist of it. :)

i am growing up. i am getting a hold of myself. :) but i will still hold on to the string that brings me back to the past. its important to me.

why does life suck sometimes?

sometimes life just sucks. m' just bored now as i really have nothing much to do. the only thing i am happie now is next friday i am getting my pay. and everyday looking forward to lunch and 6pm. oh i got one more thing to be happy about le!!! today knock off 5.30pm!!! yay.... i can go and look at the keyboard all that first. since steph.told me she gonna be late. i hope they can company me till late late though. m' not happie recently. hope i wont cry when i see them again.

so when one has to do something they dont really like to do and we got to do it because its part and parcel of life.... just a route. its just a journey, just a 過程. just not me. i wonder how many pple do the same thing as me. like go to places u dont really like for money? but thinking of places, its not really that bad. its just i am not emotionally prepared and not able to accept the fact i am here now? haha kinda weird.
maybe uncle yong is correct. in between switching jobs. you need to have a break of a month or 2 to change mindset and get yourself mentally prepared.
absolutely right. but i'll just do my best to get myself up again. dont worry pple~ m' fine~

think i will blog often from now. nothing much to do bwahaha. yoohoo. yesterday i really too tired after dinner at marche with sec sch friends kokhai jingfen doreen and lianchoo. then i forget to put the photo of me and jiaqian in my phone also (he requested the photo cuz his last day yesterday) and also forget to put up pictures here of my ex colleagues~! haiyo i need time. hahaaa time time money money. why am i such a xian shi person?? haiz money face. sometimes i hate myself for my selfishness and moneyfaceness. lolz.. gianbengness also. ah...~~

gotta advertise here, i need a piano ( second hand or first hand )like range between 1000-2000. digital piano also can. i think i will get a keyboard first then after 3 months i will get a piano. then i will sell my keyboard. hmm. good idea. =P

come come now i say something which is so fake " I LOVE NYP! YAY!" hahaha
hypnotise myself.

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feel?

i stopped at dunno wad post. i'll just update a little. from last friday activities ba. went to that makan makan right. it was super funz that night. we went lau pat sat then sat at the satay area and we got the longest table one table ard 5 got ard 20 plus pple??? super big group and we got most stares from public. but who cares ? hahahahaa then we got to KTV @ party world( cha ren zhi jia ) long walk there but it was funz again, into 2 rooms, chinese and eng. where u know..eng are all nowegians drinking and smoking...they spend like...................300++??? mad pple. but they did entertain us with their horny dance lolz..jorgan and christian. ..~ went home like 2 am that night ba...

sat i gotta wake up early go piano class. then i went. learned time values in theory and also some fingering i gotta get a keyboard or a piano fast. or i cant progress!!! haiz. i will get it soon.

then that day i even forget kokhai said we have a gathering at west coast mc cafe with miss liaw and 4c gang. so while i walked to take bus i saw ariyo walk pass me and then it struck me that there is a gathering........then go to interchange then someone call my name...it was kokhai..so in the end i joined them for the chat till ard 4 then.................after that i went to meet lixuan and chenfu to get present for bx and fion. then i brought them to tea chapter and it was funz. ling played on the gu zhen and then we pyscho lixuan play her violin...hehe she really did played and it was very loud. hahaa then we were reluctant to go home so went to find ktv pub wahahaha in the end go in some..pub with a lot of prostitudes!!!!!!!! wth...eeeyer.. again a late night..

sunday morning went to sao mu...as usual every year we have a little bus that brings us to the place at bishan. its bi shan ting and the other one is ji du an..
then super hot loh i realise i sweat uncontrollably these few months...kinda very yan zhong that kind..super sweat. dunno y..maybe fatter liaoz haiz.
then after that went back ah gong house..ard 2 pm liaoz my mom went home.. then i followed my uncle with 2 cousins we go fetch my auntie from harborfront. she went batam. lolz good life. then we ate mac and the shilin de XXXL ji pai.. nice but i went lau sai after mac = =" one of my stupid problems again. always lau sai-ing. then shop a while go back...then a while stay there watch tv..we ate dinner again!!! almost died of too much food!!!!!
then i was feeling bored at home nobody so didnt feel like gg home...then smsed vincent..and junyao. ask them go out la..in the end really go out hahaah went to the shaw tower area near bras basah there. they ate curry fish head and i was too full so i didnt eat. watch them only..then we went to eat dessert i had the dessert i was longing for ....years!!! STEAM EGG!@@@ so niceeeee heheee then we went to pool fusion look for hayden. played a little pool but a lot of that photo hunt machine... cool.......... but go home late late again..

monday. again going to NYP sometimes drags me down ba. but ok la. just scared i go take 198 only then i'll be super late. cuz i might still be used to going anl haha.

met steph and ljy for gym at night on mon...missed them ba..chat chat till got tears so paiseh hahahaaa but gym was good cuz we all needed some exercise.

tuesday.....work was like for nothing but after work met anl pple!!! went to wheel lock for the BIG O cafe hahahaha! yay we got nice food and then we headed for k pool. lolz pool again. its so nice to see all of them u know ... rachel jingli junyao jiaqian ming yong cora vincent hayden chee sheng.. just got the urge to hug all of them hahahaaa.

wednesday... which is yesterday ? hmm..i finally got some work to do .. help colleagues with some statistics stuff. then after work me go sing k with meitian at the ktv room here. it was quite funz butttt the room is not sound proof and not enclosed the panel of windows is super...open loh.. like singing for the lounge there liddat..haiyo.. and then the mic got prob speaker got prob lolz...think this is the day that i went home earliest ba 10 plus...

today got to go meet kokhai and gang liaoz cuz tmr kh going army think he needs us go eat ba.. so we all gg meet at bugis i think. i need to cash convertor check out the keyboard first......so ..cannot eat late. haiz.... or should i get brand new de tmr gg with steph and junyao. duno how also later seee how...

needa practice really for the fingering haha.
hope i can go smoothly for the lesson on sat.

i will post photos i took with most of anl - ians soon. and tell u more about them. hehee. and some photos of my new work place NYP. and my old table also i have pics. hahahaa watch out for more. =P

first day at nyp

my first day here is kinda weird cuz i am not used to going work somewhere else rather than ANL. working here is a lot different. its not as freestyle as ANL where we can go out and have fun eat long lunches have good buddies. here is more older people. more responsibilies. more prospects. but guess what???? i habe my own office room wor..share with another lady named doris. she is quite nice. heehee....got 2 children and in the future my room door will have my name carved on it. but i still miss ANL though. those happie and sad and worrying times we all had together. thanks auntie helen for that super big box of merci chocolate and also eugene for the little grey pouch and JY for the delifrance and treats and stephanie for the good companionship and friendship and also jingxuan for the treat to tonkichi and also rachel for the lao po bing from hongkong...real buddies i found in ANL. haiz... but life is like this. i think we can remain buddies forever. heehee.

i still got nothing to do today..the bosses are busy..no time to see me. there are no softwares in my comp. no chat programs allowed..blocked...sianz right. but well time flies and now its 5.08pm i gonna knock off soon ( as today is friday (5.30pm) normal days is 6pm) and go meet ya guys at lao pa sat heehee....anl rules.

i also got new staff card, and a farnie name tag which seems its for primary sch students. a personal line here 6550 0387 feel free to call lolz..and also a big table. with a 4 drawer metal cabinet and a small chest of drawers and a super big cupboard behind me. all mine. but i feel empty lolz. maybe it takes time to warm up. good luck~~~~

lookin forward to makan makan.

wonderful life

i think i have been happy these few weeks or i can say from new year till now, my life has been living high to the fullest.

previous post i said we were going to the party @ victor lee's house right.... his house near katong..super big. its semi D.. but its those very big semi D.. inside the house very spacious. behind got small garden.. got a small fish pond. got 6 rooms. 5- 6 toliets..the pouch can park 4 cars............................ its like ..wooo..cool~~ then we had our catering buffet dinner. the food was nice. but later we gamble cards. then 2 tables mahjong 2 tables cards and games. cool~~~ but too noisy the neighbour ...complained..but heck lah! hahaa

then at ard 1am. we left the place and headed PS for a 1.30am midnight movie! we watched Hitch..even though half of the time i was dozing off...then steph anchored me and i woke up for the farnie parts..and laughed! hahaa. jialat. so now i know 3/5 of the show. heeeeheee. then reached home @ 4am..kee siaoz.

then next day sat...reached workin place @ 11 plus ..me last to come so bought fried beehoon and mee for them heeheee..treat them eat lah..cuz i lost in bet. :P super tired.. but later i still did some work...and waited for cora to xia4 ban1..cuz we cannot leave her with the se bei bei at our office..then we all actually still got the strength to go out.
ate dinner at smith street then went to Tea chapter. 茶淵 @ chinatown...chee sheng worked there last time so he knows. its a cool place.. very oriental environment..wooden floors all that lah..so we played the board games..then asked the person to show us hw to brew tea haha cool place. and then stayed there till 10 pm.. took bus home.

sunday..i really forgot whether i went out...OH..........i went out..it was kinda coincidence..saw eileen(deshu - yuan chang fanclub friend) online on msn...so i talked to her about Pika(another YC fanclub friend) de parents..her father passed away in the malaysia MUAR accident..mother in hospital..on newspaper that pan wei qi is her...mother ok le..but sunday i saw deshu online so asked her so sad all that..then they told me they going down to pika's father de wake.. so i jus rushed to bath and changed and then took cabbie down....reached there on time with them chatted a while then we all went off seperately liaoz. quite sad..but pika is strong. she looks like nothing happened.

then..i was alone..tot of gg IMM alone help mom buy the washing machine cover...so i took 195 hoping to go commonwealth change 105 to IMM ..then i sms steph and said so sad all that lah.....who knows she was alone at bugis after Jinhao( steph poly sch friend, my sec sch friend) went home. so..after a few sms..steph took train down to commonwealth to meet me ..keke..we gg IMM together. so we got there become shopping...!!! ate at KFC..and also we shopped..even got a tee for junyao..= ="..

monday...orhh..monday got a soccer match between anl and hardware zone. then me and steph went to support. near office only. then see see them pua till..10pm ate dinner at coffee shop................then took bus home.

tuesday: went home.

wednesday: ...another siaoz night. we went to eat prata @ bukit timah opp beauty world there. then we go to a KTV pub bar behind there only.. hahaa the name is " welcome to my wife's place" cool place i drank and sing sing sing and also played a little pool and also photo hunt. good place for hang out. not too ex. just 10 dollars. heeeee reached home late again. 12plus.

thurs: GYM. did some exercises this time went with steph and JY

friday: today's plan is GYM again. heehee. hope it went well

tired

i am very tired. ..... zhu wo you zu gou de shui mian.

i need more sleep.

yet another erm...busy week?

yozzzz, i stopped last fri right. its like woohoo..saturday that day we stayed in office after work . left me cs and steadiest man la, we stayed cuz left that...................idiot....se bei bei with cora in office ...cannot lah...wait he harress her then how...we stay until he say cora can go off then we all headed out of office together. lolz do dramatic de. then we went to tiongbahru change bus to PS cuz at night gonna watch Howl's moving Castle~~ . the movie was great ok...very nice....i didnt find the touching parts to cry..but the story was good . i like these type of japanese anime lah~.. i was laughing practically whole show..really buay tahan stephanie..was down there like........saying some stupid stuff like..HEEN looks like CS( colleague) then we was like laff laff laff waahahaa so farnie loh..resembles leh... watched this show at 11.15pm till ard...1am..siaoz liaoz then v late go home.............

sunday was like a relaxing day at home for me la~~ slept till 1.3opm..kekekeezz cuz i was too tired after so many days chionging heee..then at night went to bath...after that immediately...straight after i come out ...got a phone call from JY...MOVIE again...wow...siaoz right..this time watched closer......eeeeee really sucks big time ...this movie.......NOT nice..too dirty for our pure minds le...a lot of sex things and censored stuff..and the story line is like WAT???? do for wad? somemore rush down watch 9.55pm show..at PS then pay for a lousy one..haiz y julia roberts and jude law wan act these kind of show?

grr...

then monday.....tot wont go out..but i was wrong..me steph and JY went to holland V..actually wanted to go to eat xu liu shan de..but kena cheated there dont have the stall. then we went to coffee club xpress. heeee ate expensive dinner again..die. had the garlic prawn and the baked bolo dunno wad pasta. hehe nice...! and mudpie!..~! we was like from...8 plus we sat there and chat till...erm..11pm..laff laff laff as usual. we really steady...like ke siaoz one...
go home late again..

haiz i think tuesday didnt go out ba..went home and i forgot wad i did..laze ard. hee
wednesday......yesterday.... went out again to IMM DAISO!!! this time with JY steph and 2 of steph's friends -- juliana and ke yi hee nice pple..shopped after we ate from 8 - 10 again lolz..bought 10 items...as usual..everytime i go there i spend a lot de. heehee..
i think me getting really tired of gg out..butttt theres nothing for me to do at home!!!!!!!!
LIKE NOWWW
today didnt go out...now cannot download shows...wad can i do?>??
nvm..tmr having party @ victor lee's place ( one colleague got big house) @ katong there.heheheh BUFFET again~ we gonna watch midnight after tt YAY! really cant leave ANL! haiz..nvm.. i'll still join them go out next time. dont worry~

yay. update tmr.

happening.

A - Awful
B - Bad
C - Can lo
D - Delicious
F - Ferociously Yummy

tts the A - F hygiene grades u find at all food stalls. its just hilarious. lol. the more dirty the more delicous.


from 7th feb b4 new yr till now haven have the mood and feeling and time to blog. i'll try to put in some details i remember.

think 2nd or 3rd feb went to bugis with steph and JY to shop for last bits of clothes and that day bought the hamsters?? my memory is deteoriating..

think 7th feb i went to queensway if i am not wrong. with jq jy and jl. all Js. bth. played arcade go to delifrance hehe. JY's treat. this i sure remember.

new yr eve : went to a restaurant named kelong88 inside thomson plaza. the place inside is so china looking and elegant but the restaurant is Kelong88. weird. the food overall was nice. then after tt go home in bus. nothing much to do on new yrs eve.

new yrs first day : went to 2 places this yr. normally its 4. cuz my tai gong and one distant relative called " wen3 yi1 " read in cantonese. they pass away le..so no need go their house. weird. then now only go to my grandma house and my " ah gong " house. time flies flies flies so fast. its a yr after my ah gong passed away on christmas eve. kinda missed his presence. mm.. jus went to collect ang bao meet some relatives played mahjong/cards/KTV. it was funz with my mother side hehe. i got 230 dollars this yr for ang bao. but still too little. haiz cuz i got to pay my contact lens.

new yr chu 2: watched seoul raiders at tiong bahru b4 went back to my ah gong house. today mah jong and also mm...eat eat eat. hahaa and then we all went to our distant relative house. "Lui Jie" read in cantonese. go there to visit their new home. jus a street away from my ah gong house. cool. got an organ there. reminds me that i am going to start my piano lessons on the first saturday of april. cool i am so excited.

new yr chu 3: i kinda forget whether i went out. lol i think i stayed at home..OH no i went to KBOX with my biao mei and biao di. lol quite ex..but funz lah~ hehe.

new yr chu 4: went back to ANL. today was a little sianz at first lah do work. and play a bit ah gei i think ..a bit forget liaoz. did i go out? forget really.

then after new yr..i think for 2 weeks i have been fully packed with activities! play play play!. got go to watch movies. watched mm.. white noise and constantine already. white noise really sucks. grr... but i realise i have been spending a lot of time with ANLians. lol real funs. last friday .mm...we went to hayden's house for HCL party! hehe had lotsa drinks and mahjong and xbox and some guitaring and truth or dare and subway and play those games then loser drink drink! i won mahjong !!!! qing yi se (wan zi ) hehehehe so happy wont ten bucks for that. kekeke~!

HCL party rules hehe. maybe i put up some photos of that night hehe.

and also mmm... yesterday night went to kbox with anlians again haha. suntec de. then sang fron 8pm till like...........2.30am. took cab back. i really will miss them when i leave. : ~ but everyone is leaving soon haiz. so no diff. we will still meet up for monthly makan session. hehe. nice nice.

i think we gg watch howl's moving castle tmr and next friday going one colleague house party again buffet - ing. lol cool~~!

lazy me. but i am kinda exhausted

i wanted to write another entry long ago... but i was damn damn lazy hahaaha i came here clicking a create new entry after reading lixuan's new entry. decided to kick myself in the butt and type hahaa

ok lah last entry is the crazy weekend right go to ktv then JB, ok i a bit forget wat happen liao. i think the next weekend i met lixuan and qq to go kbox @ chinatown and sing again on sat lol haha then we sing sing sing shiok!!! then after tt i took bus to orchard and got my first topshop jeans! on sale only @ 56 hahaha cool i like it. i also bought hmm...a top at ebase i think. that day spent a lot sia...

i think hor...after that sat the following days i have been buying and buying and buying lol.... i got 2 pairs of shoes now and also 3 tops 2 tees and one jeans and 2 bags and NOKIA 7610 and i went to make contact lens ( haven paid fully for this) and i think i got 2 more bra and all these are additional to the stuff i bought in JB...super jialat lol...hahahaa after 7610 i spent half of my money..now really sianz..a bit broke.. some of the times go to shop with mom haha fun~!

and qq and mt bdae we celebrated on 5th feb, and we got qq a pair of levis jeans!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yay! and also meitian we got her 2 dwarf hamsters! heeheeee i was nanny for the hamsters from thurs night till sat morning hahaa...cant bear to leave them but i got to cuz its meitian's lol..but they are so adorable hahaa i got some pictures of them in my phone will upload them soon.

then jinny and flora got them perlini silver bracelets haha, 2 different de. and hmm...that day after that went to meitian house with her then we head for orchard. ( this is where i bought my 3rd or 4th ebase top) haha jin and xuan went for manicure. qq was there but she went off a while later. then me and meitian went to ebase / isetan / and... topshop and.....forgot.. hahah then we went fareast meet them lo. then after tt we company xuan go taka de cny fair then ate samples and sandwich..a lot of pple... really tiring day.

oh and there is an important decision also... i decided to go to NYP to work..and i signed the contract last friday. quite surprised that the contract is not bonded means i can quit any time but one month notice. quite good. good pay good benefits. and also in ANL i only got 14 days but in NYP got 21 days!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i was quite surprised..cuz i dunno ma..i jus come out to "society" few months back only haha. hehe. went to a checkup after gg NYP. the clinic is at le meridien hotel there behind the 4th level swimming. ulu place.. but lucky i asked meitian all the directions hahaa the xray is above the california fitness center hahaa.... super fast la..then after that..i went shopping again. bought gloomy bear cosmetic pouch @ more than words. and also went to mini toons got some socks. heehee...= ="cool..got a handphone pouch also..

so as u can see i am broke. i hope there will be at least 200 bucks of ang bao for me so that i can pay for the contact lens.hahaha

chu 3 on friday we all on leave might meet some of them go out heee..!
later KFC coming to ANL yay! eat again - -"'

ahhhh

weekend fever

went to kbox jurong east after work on sat with a few colleagues mostly are hmm...attachment students. heehee. then after that we went to arcade to play...and we got addicted to a machine. the music dunno wat, got nine colored buttons to hit at rythmn. heehee cool keep playing and playing till at night..then eat then play again...real tiring day sia...very fun..........

then sunday wake up darn early in the morning went to meet lixuan and shunling at kranji and off we went to take bus to JB. reached sg custom at ard 10? quite cool, not much pple hahahah, very good. no need queue so long. then later reach JB custom heeheee..no need queue so long too. not much pple.. cool...reached city square at 10.30pm..then we went to find the cinema straight away. cuz we planning to watch elektra haha, ok la then we got the tix for 11.30 show. then we went to hunt for food. hur hur, i ate viking hot dog. then after eating we were a little late for the show but ok la, watched le i find its nice movie, action filled with some emotional touch to it too. then after that we can actually shop for clothes shoes bags accessories till ard 5 then we went to a very nicely designed and decored japanese restaurant NIPPON or something. i had my usual katsu curry rice heehee nice but too sweet. i want to try ten don next time. then after eating we walked ard and buy buy buy till ard 8pm...can imagine my legs... i got a new bag/sweater/gloomy bear card holder/shoes/sunglasses/bra set for myself and then a pair of white pointed slip on shoes for my mom and also a baseball cap/a waist pouch and t shirt for my brother.....spent all my 150 ! yay~haha happy to shop there...nice and fun

wat a super duper tiring weekend to think that on hari raya haji i went to shop from evening. i didnt rest !!! i need to rest!

shopping + 美容大王

yesterday initially only wanted to collect my book at kino de. then after shoppin a while at kino, i went to zara. very ex wor...cuz i decided to buy a pair of expensive jeans. hahaaa so i wanna go zara mango and topshop. and of cuz my fave boutique ebase la. i went to all, tried on some clothes, i bought a men's tee at samuel and kevin heehee i liek to buy men tee cuz the design very vintage and grunge then i get small size look like girls tee liao. then i bought a pair of jeans at topshop cuz gt a section 40% off, then got many jeans then i tried tried tried. woo tired sia tried till 10pm lol, then i got a pair at 56 bucks, a bit sim tia...lol

i also bought printer ink and went down taka basement bought a sandwich to eat.. then i saw this new shop there...the brownie factory..cant resist so bought 2 brownies home haha but i didnt eat la, intentionally for my mom and bro. so they ate. and said nice.
2.60 for a small piece. so ex. and all diff prices so many hard to choose.

美容大王 inside ar.. the book quite cool lo got the picture of the stuff she uses. and also i haven got to read all, jus read 2 pages only haha jus bought ma...and i really find it v scary.....how can sell so good one???? cannot find that book on shelves one leh..and taiwan i heard also out of stock de..need to republish again and again...so scary... the book says 150 000....wow...bestseller leh... yesterday watched 百分百, 小S also said she in bestseller 4th on the list and dunno wat 7th on the list, then she so proud of her sis. lol haaa then very weird..i go collect my book at the counter..after collectin i didnt pay immediately ma,... i still walk ard to seee seee....then while holding the book ma...everybody keep staring at my book............like its a possession like that or treasure..so scary hahahaaaaaaaa.....大S too 厲害 liao...

Ps. i love my jeans even though my mom says it is so normal.

dee daaa deee

quite excited today though, i gonna go get my Da S 美容大王 book and also tmr after work will be gg ktv till 7pm with colleagues mostly attachment students. lol heeeeeeeee and sunday going JB shopping..ohmy...so so so so so so tiring..sounds very tiring...haiyo..but very fun leh..how ar....ar......( as i typing this mom moping floor beside me lol)

shiok that today is public holiday heeeee stay at home can rot and rest. but got to take some time go kino get the boook~ heeheeee.
JB JB JB JB JB
yay!

PS. i dreamt of AMEI last night. she chatted with all of us, and i was sitting beside her. haha just a dream but i really chatted with her b4, quite cool. ciao

simply white

been using simply white for ard 2 weeks liao. gonna be end of it soon. i find that its quite useful if u follow instructions. cuz mine sometimes i got no time in the morning to do it.but the results is whiter teeth but still not so white la..hahaha cuz my mom see le still shake head..say nothing can cure liao........lol hope it wont look like last time the very very yellow teeth. bleh.

my hair

i am going to keep my hair long. i am going to keep my hair long.

hair dresser Michelle at Haru scene, gave me a lot of advice on my hair. i think i will listen to her. after following her instructions by blowing dry my hair thoroughly after washing , really !! it works! i have lesser bad hair days!, its cool man~ my hair more ting1 hua4 liao haha~ good. if i wanna rebond also got to wait for it to grow longer then nice. i myself also know i cannot cut shorter hairstyles. face too big and round. cannot make it la.

i think michelle is real pro. if u people wanna get a haircut, can try her~ Michelle @ haru scene, @ far east plaza level one. need bookings to cut hair wor~ remember ar~

彈水阿給 crazy arcade

been playing a lot of this game recently.

http://bnb.digicell.com.tw

its bomberman~ but taiwan popular, and in chinese, and the characters are cute, during the game u can earn money and buy the nice backgrounds and expressions. i love the one that can dance hawaii dance hahaa cutee!

i introduced to my colleagues here lo..then sometimes after work will play till ard 8pm and also saturdays till 4pm in office..LOL cool right.

then laff our hearts out.! heeee

NYP or ASKnLearn

this has been bothering me for a week liao.. really have no idea wat i should do... should i quit this job here and go to join NYP? i need to think man... NYP is so far. it takes like 1h15min to travel there and 1h15min back. so 3 hours + the 10 hours of work. one day i will spend 13 hours outside. and i have to wear formal there. but the good point is..it will be a very good piece on my resume and portfolio...rather than the work here in asknlearn will get me nowhere..

i will get higher pay, 1700 if the same as meitian. in NYP rather than the pay increment here will get me no higher than 1500. after cpf 1360 for nyp, 1200 for anl.
my colleague ask me to count by perhour rate including travellin time. where is higher.
i anyhow calculated..ard 30 cents difference. of coz is NYP higher pay lo..i go where ever..the money wise is the same. cuz nyp there transport double. so almost same la.

but the issue is whether i want to go to a new environment when i am so close to my colleagues now in ANL(asknlearn) ?? i am scared i cannot do wat nyp expect me to do. and wat if i go there i face a lot of stress?? by then i cannot back off~ cuz the one yr contract will bring me down. and should i face some bad stupid idiotic pple in my department then i gonna faint. i got along so well with my colleagues here now..really cannot bare to leave them..one of the closer ones says that she will leave when i leave also..cuz we all just grad wont stay in a place for too long.
every end of month the whole company will go and eat buffet or have some celebration of some sort like they will go bowling pool or ktv. like end of this month will go to makan with them at pan pacific hotel dinner buffet! super cool!.... then everyday we will all go to lunch together. and everyday we will chitchat will about 2 pm during lunch..always laugh my heads off. there are unlimited supply of food the cleaner auntie will buy every now and then and my colleague will make sandwiches everyday....we all OT late into the night will start blasting music and talkin out loud really fun.... work u dunno u can ask them to help u....and also........we love to play online games after 6pm or on saturdays after 1pm then very shiok like bomber man and they play worms..during worktime sometimes we play daidee big2 lol.... lol...so many memories..i guess i will surely cry when i am going to leave this place..cuz i know i will nv be let back here anymore..

i still duno wat should i do..i need a decision by today need to email NYP....asap.. friends here or reputation in work more important. time or money more important. i am lost...

just for laughs

http://www.coolidol.com.hk/html/activity2.html

this is a singing competition in hongkong. some really laughed till i die hahahaa
勇氣100%(忍者亂太郎主題曲)<-- cute too hahaa kids are cute wat
我的驕傲 <-- cute leh
李香蘭<-- super like jacky cheung

others can explore yrself.~ heee

cooking maggie meee

came across this korea game. hehe last time got other series . now have also but this is so fun!

http://img.ibravo.com/game/source/t28.swf

hope u all can enjoy also. i think the highest i earned was 15000~! heeee

girl talk

yesterday went to meet lixuan , ling, tziming after work. we all planned to cut hair de.. but the hairdresser at haru scene she very the busy so we got to split again~ we let lixuan and ling cut first, in the end their hairstyle are so woohoo! cool~ jap styles. and then i bought a gothic watch at 15 bucks like it v much~ hehe, after that we walk a bit then we sat at mac and chit chat.. then not enuff still go to the staircase there and chit chat hahahaa, chat about work, gossip and stuffs, we talked about going to JB for movie and shopping on 21st leh~ hari raya haji, hmm.. me gonna shop til nuts again! heeheeee. cool right

today me going gym after work again. hope all these helps and i guess it will be hard for me to get bottoms for this new year. i think i gained 4 kg (blurps Bleh Opppssss DIE LAH). want to jian fei still can get fat. no choice in this company theres nothing more than eating whole time ...eat and eat and eat.. end of this month having our usual monthly gathering. going to pan pacific this month ~! super dinner buffet heeeeeee. good. got discount too. cool heard theres sushi bar. how ar ! how to jian fei????

racing frogs

been on this racing frogs thingy for a week.

www.racingfrogs.org

not something really great cuz cannot see them race.(need join vip or wat)
but still seems that i am the owner of the frog. need to train and change its diet and it will go race itself and win gold. lol it will also email me, funny sia

i am in windymorelake-- hehe.

New Year with New Look

yoz friends, i have managed to find a cool skin that i like and integrated into my blog!! hehe i love it, my blog looks super cool now loh haaaaa only fault is the radio blog's width.. haiz.. bo bian leh.
and now they wont be comments. please leave comments in the tag board. thanks.

haven been updatin the blog cuz me super lazy of writing wat is happening everyday.
well i will just briefly update.

past few weeks, i have been out only to watch movies, watched kungfu, meet the fockers, national treasure, and i have been so pleased that all are nice :)

last sunday at 26th, i went to watch xiao zhu (羅志祥) at junction 8. oh man i didnt see the performance well as there were pple taller than me and i went late. but when i went up to get autograph,, oh man oh man, xiao zhu is very handsome....! very very loh... in love with him hahaha, feel like joining his fanclub, heard he will call his fans individually during each of their birthdays. its real. period.

christmas - i spend 24th happily with my colleagues during our halfday, we had a little party with turkey / pizza/ agar agar/ sandwiches and also we all sang christmas carols watching the OHP screen.. its a warm celebration. i got a pink japanese looking kaleidoscope 萬花筒 for the presents xchange hehe. i spend the night peacefully at home, but on 25th i went out with my mum and bro ard noon, ate at coffee club express cafe for christmas! hehe very nice the food.

new year - nothing much. cuz i decided to spend my holidays at home resting and enjoying shows i downloaded. i have been spending too much money in december and going out to buy things. need some time to rest too~ perfect timing = p

and past few weeks i have been popping my eyes, been watching naruto from 76- 115 liao so nice leh. will get addicted..some parts of the stories are actually touching.. talkin about friendship and stuff.. nice show.

oh and something else. met up with lixuan for a movie last week too. quite happy for her also.(those who know would have understand why i am happy for her) she seems happy. good for her. hehe and the bowl we bought at value $1 shop very nice to use. will buy more. cuz v cool lookin hehe.

and most importantly! happy 2005 pals!!

must go out someday to NYP ktv room. meitian book then we go gathering there ! hehehe free..

2005年處女座運程

總運：★★★
　　這一年處女座的運勢總體來看還不錯。此年你應把重心放在工作和學習上，不要想得過多，對於負面影響要以樂觀的心態去面對。只 要你把思想放開闊些，各方面都會有起色，收獲多多呢。另外呢，多參與集體活動，在與他人的交流互動中會讓你變得更為活躍。人脈的 暢通也能給你帶來好運氣呢。

愛情：★★★★★
　　這一年處女座的人愛情運挺旺的咧，常有桃花主動飛到身邊來，愛情就擺在你面前，能否把握就看你的決心了。單身人士在這一年時 常會有驚喜出現，有機會接觸到各種類型的異性，也有不少讓你心動的對象，想要抓住這麼好的緣分還得卸下你的防備之心，以免良好的 機會和大好姻緣會被lose掉哦。對於有伴侶的人士，別被身邊亂飛的桃花擾亂了心境，看好你的另一半，多進行心靈溝通才是重點哦 。

學業：★★
　　學業運不太穩定，有時好時壞的現象。在上學年宜加強耐性，上好每一堂課。帶著輕松愉悅的情緒投入學習，有時只要堅持一下就能 取得不錯的成績呢。有了前個學年的努力，下學年運勢將會不斷上升，只要不過分拘泥於小細節，在實際層面上會有不錯的成果。讓自己 更開朗一些，在默默努力的同時也別忘了與同學們互動哦

財運：★★★
　　此年財運不太穩定，但進財機會還是有很多呢。在上半年錢財支出可能會較頻繁，多是因為工作的事而有較大的花費。可把一部分錢 花在拓展人脈上，這有利於爭取到更多的賺錢機會。下半年只要把握得好，會有各方面的進賬。宜多出入一些社交場合，在與他人的互動 中可以增進財氣，當然，還應注意別因為沖動投資而漏財。

事業：★★
　　事業運不太穩定，有時好時壞的現象。在上半年宜加強學習，讓專業技能得以提升。帶著輕松愉悅的情緒投入工作，有時只要堅持一 下就能有不錯的收獲呢。有了上半年的努力，後半年事業運將會不斷上升，真正把所學用於工作領域，在實際層面上會有不錯的成果。讓 自己更開朗一些，在默默努力的同時也要兼顧到人際的因素哦。

健康：★★★
　　處女們此年的健康運很平順，沒有什麼大起大落。上半年健康狀況良好，睡眠充足會讓你每天都精神抖擻哦。盡量不要把當天的工作 帶回家，長此以往會讓你背負沉重的殼，對身心不利。當日事當日做，沒有心理負擔才健康。下半年宜注意一下飲食，不可過分挑剔喲， 多多補充五穀雜糧。營養均衡，會讓你臉蛋更紅潤，健康生活每一天。

休閑：★★★
　　這一年處女們的休閑運一般，不過，機會還是有很多的，就看你是否肯去抓住嘍。過於沉默，生活會顯得少了點色彩，有時間不妨多 去走親訪友，聊聊心情，談談家常，既能加深感情，又能放松身心。咖啡館、茶吧也是你休閑娛樂的好去處，遊遊公園、劃劃船都不錯。 就是一杯白開水，搬把椅子在柔柔的陽光下，啃一本休閑小書，也過得輕閑瀟灑。

旅遊：★★★★
　　此年處女們的旅遊運還是挺好的。對於你來說，有去旅行的打算就快快行動，左顧右盼的反而不能成行。顧慮太多往往會破壞了原來 的好心情，其實不就是旅遊嘛，背上背包、穿戴輕便的服裝，OK，可以出發了。簡簡單單一身輕，心情愉快地玩轉整個行程。嗯，最好 有個伴陪你同行，旅途會更愉快哦。

補充：
貴人星座：雙魚座
　　小人星座：水瓶座
　　愛情幸運月：3月。桃花開滿園，愛情之花處處飄香。
　　學業幸運月：9月。放開思想，成績顯著。
　　事業幸運月：11月。人際的提升，帶動事業的發展。
　　財富幸運月：8月。人氣旺盛，進財不斷。
　　健康幸運月：4月。睡得飽飽，精神好好。
　　休閑幸運月：7月。喝茶敘友，悠閑自得。
　　旅遊幸運月：10月。結伴同遊，一路好心情。
　　加運色彩：蘋果綠，葡萄紫
　　加運寶物：透明小水杯
　　加運數字：1

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woo, cool ~~ love = ★★★★★ hahahaa
hope its true though

J stars

today my friend called me and told me she has free tix to go watch 僑傑力 - j stars which are 5566, 183 club, 七朵花, K ONE, TORO, 王心淩, all these la, but in the front part really the sianz ..... watchin the concert here in SG really not HIGH.. all the pple like stone..so its like only me and my 2 friends that like amei we all siaoz la, watch these kind of stuff with them very fun hehee, it only started to get high when toro appear, then later 183 club, 5566! even though i dont like them that much but its still quite high to watch them perform la, their songs very easy to remember ma.. hehe then at towards the end of the concert~ its like woo, i didnt spent a cent on tix, but i end up in the front again hahahahahahahaha, then its like 王仁俌 they all just in front of me! its like wooo so near, then finale that time, they will again like self introduce them selves ~~~ so they will one group one group walk to the front!!! then its like i see them all so near! 183 club very handsome but 言行書 i still find his looks very funny...dance like gay.. sing like donald duck..= = "" but overall... the whole planning of the concert still lose to AMEI's concert ba.. dont have the atmosphere enuff haha somemore i get free tix can go to the front there and stand<-- but guard keep askin us go back, nobody hiew him la hahaha

When You Divorce Me, Carry Me Out in Your Arms

When You Divorce Me, Carry Me Out in Your Arms

On my wedding day, I carried my wife in my arms. The bridal car stopped in front of our one-room flat. My buddies insisted that I carry her out of the car in my arms. So I carried her into our home. She was then plump and shy. I was a strong and happy bridegroom.

This was the scene of ten years ago.

The following days were as simple as a cup of pure water: we had a kid, I went into business and tried to make more money. When the assets were steadily increasing, the affections between us seemed to ebb. She was a civil servant. Every morning we left home together and got home almost at the same time. Our kid was studying in a boarding school.

Our marriage life seemed to be enviably happy. But the calm life was more likely to be affected by unpredictable changes.

Dew came into my life.

It was a sunny day. I stood on a spacious balcony. Dew hugged me from behind. My heart once again was immersed in her stream of love. This was the apartment I bought for her.

Dew said, You are the kind of man who best draws girls. Her words suddenly reminded me of my wife. When we just married, my wife said, Men like you, once successful, will be very attractive to girls. Thinking of this, I became somewhat hesitant. I knew I had betrayed my wife. But I couldn' t help doing so.

I moved Dew's hands aside and said, You go to select some furniture, O.K.? I 've got something to do in the company. Obviously she was unhappy, because I had promised her to go and see with her. At the moment, the idea of divorce became clearer in my mind although it used to be something impossible to me.

However, I found it rather difficult to tell my wife about it. No matter how mildly I mentioned it to her, she would be deeply hurt. Honestly, she was a good wife. Every evening she was busy preparing dinner. I was sitting in front of the TV. The dinner was ready soon. Then we watched TV together. Or, I was lounging before the computer, visualizing Dew's body. This was the means of my entertainment.

One day I said to her in a slight joking way, suppose we divorce, what will you do? She stared at me for a few seconds without a word. Apparently she believed that divorce was something too far away from her. I couldn' t imagine how she would react once she got to know I was serious.

When my wife went to my office, Dew had just stepped out. Almost all the staff looked at my wife with a sympathetic eye and tried to hide something while talking with her. She seemed to have got some hint. She gently smiled at my subordinates. But I read some hurt in her eyes.

Once again, Dew said to me, Divorce her, O.K.? Then we live together. I nodded. I knew I could not hesitate any more. When my wife served the last dish, I held her hand. I 've got something to tell you, I said. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes. Suddenly I didn' t know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want to divorce. I raised a serious topic calmly.

She didn t seem to be much annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why? I'm serious. I avoided her question. This so-called answer turned her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! .

At that night, we didn t talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer, because my heart had gone to Dew.

With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. I felt a pain in my heart. The woman who had been living ten years with me would become a stranger one day. But I could not take back what I had said.

Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer.

A late night, I came back home after entertaining my clients. I saw her writing something at the table. I fell asleep fast. When I woke up, I found she was still there. I turned over and was asleep again.

She brought up her divorce conditions: she didn t want anything from me, but I was supposed to give her one month's time before divorce, and in the month's time we must live as normal life as possible. Her reason was simple: our son would finish his summer vacation a month later and she didn t want him to see our marriage was broken.

She passed me the agreement she drafted, and then asked me, Do you still remember how I entered our bridal room on the wedding day?

This question suddenly brought back all those wonderful memories to me. I nodded and said, I remember . You carried me in your arms , she continued, so, I have a requirement, that is, you carry me out in your arms on the day when we divorce. From now to the end of this month, you must carry me out from the bedroom to the door every morning.

I accepted with a smile. I knew she missed those sweet days and wished to end her marriage with a romantic form.

I told Dew about my wife s divorce conditions. She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she does, she has to face the result of divorce, she said scornfully. Her words more or less made me feel uncomfortable.

My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. We even treated each other as a stranger. So when I carried her out for the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mummy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly, Let us start from today, don t tell our son. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside the door. She went to wait for bus, I drove to office.

On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. We were so close that I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn' t looked at this intimate woman carefully for a long time. I found she was not young any more. There were some fine wrinkles on her face.

On the third day, she whispered to me, The outside garden is being demolished. Be careful when you pass there.

On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I seemed to feel that we were still an intimate couple and I was holding my sweetheart in my arms. The visualization of Dew became more vague.

On the fifth and sixth day, she kept reminding me something, such as, where she put the ironed shirts, I should be careful while cooking, etc. I nodded. The sense of intimacy was even stronger.

I didn t tell Dew about this.

I felt it was easier to carry her. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger. I said to her, It seems not difficult to carry you now.

She was picking her dresses. I was waiting to carry her out. She tried quite a few but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, All my dresses have grown fatter. I smiled. But I suddenly realized that it was because she was thinner that I could carry her more easily, not because I was stronger. I knew she had buried all the bitterness in her heart. Again, I felt a sense of pain. Subconsciously I reached out a hand to touch her head.

Our son came in at the moment. Dad, it's time to carry mum out. He said. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had been an essential part of his life. She gestured our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face because I was afraid I would change my mind at the last minute. I held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly, as if we came back to our wedding day. But her much lighter weight made me sad.

On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. She said, Actually I hope you will hold me in your arms until we are old.

I held her tightly and said, Both you and I didn t notice that our life was lack of such intimacy. I jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my decision. I walked upstairs. Dew opened the door. I said to her, Sorry, Dew, I won't divorce. I'm serious.

She looked at me, astonished. The she touched my forehead. You got no fever. She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Dew, I said, I can only say sorry to you, I won t divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn t value the details of life, not because we didn t love each other any more. Now I understand that since I carried her into the home, she gave birth to our child, I am supposed to hold her until I am old. So I have to say sorry to you.

Dew seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove to the office.

When I passed the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet for my wife which was her favourite. The salesgirl asked me to write the greeting words on the card. I smiled and wrote, I 'll carry you out every morning until we are old.

johor bahru

woo today i went to JB with 2 of my colleagues, we went straight from office and then reach the singapore custom at..ard..erm...3 plus.. then malaysia one ard like 3.40 but me.. very suay i was queueing at this lane that person chopping very slow! the malay guy..so slow manz.. my queue wasnt moving.. one of my colleague is malaysia her side is nobody one so she waited for us very long in front. then another one of my colleague already gone to her turn on chopping at the next lane........but mine.. they waited for me another half hour.. nearly fainted..cuz theres also this uncle in front of me. keep thinking i want to cut his queue and then also he keep moving left out to view wat is that slow man doing and then move in later to cut in front of me, thinkin that i will take his place. = ="" makes me mad! then after that i just stood at a spot without moving.. but still i guess when he got in first his heart must be like " oh i got in before that girl ! " <-- stupid.

when we reach there me bought a magazine saw zheng yuan chang on e cover.. hehe and in sg the mag is like 3.20 here its 4 rm good la, me changed 100 sgd to 230 rm, quite good rate~.

then walking distance to the shopping centre its somesort like there is an annex section like heeren and then the rest of the mall like other shops like mango all these, got no time to shop whole place, reached there at ard 4.30, we then ate hongkong dishes. i ate fish baked rice. ok la but i was sick whole day from yesterday so didnt have that much appetite.

then we started shopping lo, hehe just keep walking around and around see see see see, then in the end shopped till ard 9.30pm. when all shops close close haha me bought 3 pairs of chopsticks for 5rm cheap sia, then bought a red tee coz i need red tee at 25 rm, then after that bought a bag 26 rm hehe i like it tmr i will bring to escape, and also a wooden bangle that is 12rm.<-- i saw this bangle in singapore wisma one shop.. i love it but it cost 19.90 SGD !!!! so when i see it i grabbed it on the spot ! hehe then also bought a pair of sandals slip on 29.90, then also a pair of Pink le corp " rooster brand " shoes at 95.00rm total i think i spent ard 100 sg bucks ba still got a box of those dou4 sha1 bing3 and also the peanut cake thingy, for family comsumption haha. really got there just to shop in city square.. somemore haven even shop finish the basement levels. like mango also and the super market~. haiz..haha next time gonna bring my mum hehe! be careful with yr belongings can le , no problem one hehe~.

come back to sg that time ar, normal loh got to go take bus back to sg custom after chopping in malaysia..that one ar.. really like going to watch rock concert, squeeze with pple to the queue.. then took a travel bus that charge us 50 cents back to sg haha then go to the custom scan and also checkpoint for bags and goods~. then back home! took 160 all the way to my busstop below my house hahaha good.

wat a shiok day!

my very very very happy weekends

hmmm.. it has been quite some time since i blog i mean in words hor? hhehe i bet all of u miss my blogging(<--- wahaha)..hehe been busy working and playing i guess and damn lazy to blog so i will now blog about the big happenings i wanna share~ on

21st november sunday:







today i went to downtown east at pasir ris early early in the morning with 2 of my ameibuddies. we met at jurong east mrt first then made our long mrt journey trip ard 10 am in the morning..hahaa cuz long time no see so u know~~~~need to chat chat ma! hahaa then hor we reach ard like before 11 lol weird that nobody was late hahaa even i was early in the meeting. so the 3 of us yingxue and bernett and me , we went mac eat breakfast haha i ate big breakfast so after that shop awhile ard white sands hehe but since bernett is there guy and girls after so many times of trying to shop together. i conclude that the different sexes really hard to shop together, anyway that day i dont have mood to shop wor hahahahahahaa cuz in the afternoon got to meet my sister amei ma hahaha so, we proceded to downtown east and reach there like before 1pm. the event autograph singing session was like starting at 4pm. its considered late to go ard 1 la ba we know its ok la..cuz others even later...!

ok once we reach there, we saw some amei banners ard the place, then finally saw the event venue ground! its a white tent to contain us inside and also the stage and AMEI! haha i pasted the photos up there right?? can see amei so pretty that day i love her Anna Sui top loh hahaa so nice...( me got to work super hard to slim down so can wear like her =P) so we waited for amei, during waiting, our other buddies came and we gathered as usual in the front side and we were powerful hahaa little pple with 1000% strength loh so loud hahaha but this time a lot of aunties and even old ah ma also came as one of my friend say 一老還有一老老 hahaaa but i bought the album on the spot la cuz i haven buy the singapore version yet loh only got the taiwan version where my friend from taiwan bought and send to me even got autograph hahahaa~ on the spot buy i got this super huge poster which is the amei taiwan "ambassorder" dunno how to spell la but its the one i like a lot hehehehe amei so pretty~~ then quite worth it cuz still got this taiwan tour package lucky draw if u buy that day, the results haven out yet i think after this end of the month la~~ hope i get it so i will fly away and not be back ahhahaa~~~~, anyway AMEI finally arrived at ard 5 pm and 933 DJ zhiyong was the host~ not bad la~ amei sang the 4 songs 愛是唯一, 火, 也許明天, 娜魯灣情歌, as planned but due to all our warm encore-ing and shouting and begging, she sang another song of our choice which is 你好不好 <-- my fave lehh so when she sang i was mesmorized cuz amei's live perfomance....listen liao will very 感動 ya! so we all sang along every song even the pple behind i guess hahaa, then one of our group member he asked amei for the bottle of mineral water she drank haah and amei gave it to him LOL wahaha (he brought home and dunno wat to do with it cuz theres no label nothing just a bottle of water amei drank before lol) then time for autograph session la, so we all took our stuff and got ready for "war" hahaa, this time we all got our first individual 合照 with amei but mine turns out like shit cuz i look so ugly and amei didnt smile hahaa didnt catch the perfect moment but i am still very proud of it, i was in the last few to went up cuz zhiyong says we must 墊底 (support the base) hahaa so he address us as the super fans of amei so funny, when he say every body look at us wearing red somemore lol, oh ya and my buddies they all comment that i keep wearing the same top when i come see amei ,,, haha i think i got to buy new red tops le~~ will do that when i go JB on the 4th~ cuz amei coming again in dec 11th or 12th for a MTV exclusive showcase concert at victoria theatre hehee so happie again! ok back to the autograph thingy, so its like i have so much things to tell amei, butttt i was like holding camera album plus another board thingy so busy when i reach amei;s table, she was the one that requested to shake hands with me hahahaa so i shake with her and take foto and got signature. done! but i still happie la haha cuz see her many times le, she still same. dont have those fake face fake smiles, shes real~ love that side of her.

guess wat?? at the end of the thing we got to rush down to jurong east sports complex to see the channel 8 charity show, amei was one of the guests so we need to support her there,~ thank god some of our buddies got the tickets from warnermusic sg, thanks to peifen(warner staff) she helped us a lot and gave me this little amei stand up board can put on table hehe naruwan taiwan! so its rushed we need to take cabby.. remember i said about the amei banners and stuff~~?? we went to ask the pple to give us.. beg and thank them and apple polish them in the end!!!! i got it leh! my buddies give me this chance and the other banner goes to wenting. cuz left the four of us, wenting, yingxue, teck and me, so the next time got this will give to yingxue and teck i promise! as u see that big big amei naruwan taiwan 人型看板 is in my room sitting nicely now!!! everyday see amei hahaa so big just behind my bed. but we had a hard time getting it in the cab, and the cab uncle also, he so so so so helpful, haha we need to put it inside the cab diagonally and some of us cannot sit properly uncle also cant see the rear mirror view but he dont mind, haha we keep laughing at our positions~so fun!

cab reach my house

pizza

should i create a series of these illustrations? so cool

did this on a friday

rashberry ice cream cone