- the lost world -
m' lost. i dont know what to do?? like when i get home everyday when i take the train when i walk on the road. m' not sure why there is something missing from me~ i need a holiday desperately at least a week. but i hope the "confirmed" trip to JB this weekend will help me relax my mind a bit. think if i take a week off and go off to somewhere outside singapore alone, will sort my thoughts out ba. just need some fresh air.
many things are happening around the world. heard some insiders news that taiwan and china are really going to have a war soon...poor mother earth. damn the world. why are there these wars and stuff. so stupid. singapore being kiasu as always has already retrieved back all the equipment and troops from taiwan back to singapore safe and sound. how nice. being a star chaser, there is no doubt i will think of amei's safety. not in a joking manner but really. its not safe during war. my friends there. haiz.. world peace. world peace. period.
sumatra got the third earthquake since boxers day last sunday. i dont understand why the indian ocean kept having more and more earthquakes in risk of more tsunamis which i am really scared of....water..giant water....freaked me out.. 3rd earthquake can u believe it??~! even singapore can feel it. i think the people there cant work or study when there is no food no shelter no water not even a peace of mind with everyone on unstable conditions. but my mom said something that struck me.
she said in the past indonesia has been anti chinese and killed many many many chinese people and this is the retribution. = =" but japan did more harm than this in the past. thinking wad they did to china and singapore and most asian countries. and now they still have the face to complain that chinese are still anti japanese. and they cannot tahan the criticisms. even though its a long time but i dont like their attitude of not having apologised for the wrong doings they did in the past and still have the guts to stand out on public TV and say that what people did to their embassies are too much?? what about the rapes and innocent killings they did to our pple in the past? not to say my grandfather was also involved in the war too.
enough of my boredess topic.