- why does life suck sometimes? -
sometimes life just sucks. m' just bored now as i really have nothing much to do. the only thing i am happie now is next friday i am getting my pay. and everyday looking forward to lunch and 6pm. oh i got one more thing to be happy about le!!! today knock off 5.30pm!!! yay.... i can go and look at the keyboard all that first. since steph.told me she gonna be late. i hope they can company me till late late though. m' not happie recently. hope i wont cry when i see them again.
so when one has to do something they dont really like to do and we got to do it because its part and parcel of life.... just a route. its just a journey, just a 過程. just not me. i wonder how many pple do the same thing as me. like go to places u dont really like for money? but thinking of places, its not really that bad. its just i am not emotionally prepared and not able to accept the fact i am here now? haha kinda weird.
maybe uncle yong is correct. in between switching jobs. you need to have a break of a month or 2 to change mindset and get yourself mentally prepared.
absolutely right. but i'll just do my best to get myself up again. dont worry pple~ m' fine~
think i will blog often from now. nothing much to do bwahaha. yoohoo. yesterday i really too tired after dinner at marche with sec sch friends kokhai jingfen doreen and lianchoo. then i forget to put the photo of me and jiaqian in my phone also (he requested the photo cuz his last day yesterday) and also forget to put up pictures here of my ex colleagues~! haiyo i need time. hahaaa time time money money. why am i such a xian shi person?? haiz money face. sometimes i hate myself for my selfishness and moneyfaceness. lolz.. gianbengness also. ah...~~
gotta advertise here, i need a piano ( second hand or first hand )like range between 1000-2000. digital piano also can. i think i will get a keyboard first then after 3 months i will get a piano. then i will sell my keyboard. hmm. good idea. =P
come come now i say something which is so fake " I LOVE NYP! YAY!" hahaha
hypnotise myself.
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