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without a main topic to talk about here in this entry is a little boring, but the important issue about this entry is, i want a vacation v badly..those that can go further one..like hongkong thailand taiwan japan .......
breaks are essential in life.
i hope i can rest for a year getting paid..hahahahaa sounds like only kena "bao yang" then got these kind of benefit coming up...lolz wad am i thinking. and wad more..is i think working is better than studying..maybe because i am in design school? the life in design school is not imagineably bian tai !!! pervert one..working is better in better companies where u dont habe to slog like a slave.
but now i even get sick of working. why?? i don;t know..maybe its the place the people the feeling the routine the journey..
have a break have a kitkat.
love the phrase?? yeah. i need the meaning of it. maybe i shall go and buy a bar of chunky kitkat. yeah?
listening to 933 now.. wad she say is so true.
u always say u want to forget something. want to put down this "incident" push it to the back of your head, butt what happens daily, the things around you will remind you of the thing you wan to forget, let it be a song, a word, a book, anything~! so true. meaningful..mm...
yin yue ri ji is nice sometimes. v meaningful. and touching..
ok back on track. i might wanna talk about friendship now.
when you are so damn close with a group now. like wad i did with my previous groups, slowly in time the group will disperse. and whenever they ask me to go for a gathering or something. i feel really weird. like what is there to talk about anymore? its all kinda fake. like i'm gg there to act a show. i dont like this feeling..will hate myself for it. so now i got so real close to a bunch of real buddies. this feeling is i think the most strong bonded among to my other friends. i dont know why. this feeling of the group dispersing freaks me out. like what am i going to do without them? its kinda paranoid for me to talk about this now, but it do scares me. like how can this "situation" of us all being so ONZ last forever? i doubt it. but i think it can last quite long...if..iff....hmm..take a deeep breath and pray ba. nothing i can do but enjoy their company for the time being now. for few weeks more?? few months more? few years more? i dont know. i'll sing a prayer.
