- some issues -
i have always thought working in a big company a big environment a bit organisation is a real blessful thing. benefits, money, career, ya.. but its not what it seems to be always.
POLITICS.
this word. a lot of meaning. i dont mean world politics but company politics.
i am the youngest here. i do anything? i have to ask a lot of people. one website can easily involve the public affairs side, the director, the deputy director, some lecturers. it is hard to get messages across to them by me alone. I understand my position so i got to go to many "discussions" by myself to the various ...erm..sides.
but ..usually, i get many mixed instructions that makes me even confused to who to listen to. i know i should listen to the highest authority but if i do something that the director said and didnt do what the other sides discussed in the various kind of meetings. they can easily stab me on the spot in front of the director and say that this isnt the case. I might as well just go and sell tau huay where life is much simpler and one day i might even drive a mecedes benz. well. sometimes i just have to do different mockups to show as a backup. where both sides will be happy. which is i just stab myself easier than being stabbed. how do i make sure i could protect myself when.. i am at the most...non terrifying post or i say most...least respected post? I think its still workable if i remain my usual happy go lucky kinda attitude to survive in big organisations - motto = dont think of it just drink it down kinda thing. you know~
i know i might be BULLshittting a lot on these issues but i think these are new to me ..guess i have been in smaller ranged companies where i dont have to ask that much unrealistic permissions or approvals or even wadever ever. and wow..its 3pm liaoz. 3 more hours to go. wished i have a month holiday now hahaah. or best. just get pregnant then will have 9 months holiday CHOI CHOIIII.. kekezzz
yesterday rachel gave me that card. that she did for everyone specially customised. wah...very touching.......we got her a fossil watch and got vincent a guitar and a mango cake. ..the seafood platter is so cool!! so much....nice....*_* decided to bring mom to jurong point on sunday for FISH & CO. kekekez ex but nice wor. still dunno wad to get for mommy. maybe later i gg to IMM ba..there got lee hwa all that..or i directly go orchard get the present today. hmm.......i shall see.
oh ya we went to KTV @ cuppage also. it was cheap leh.. 10 dollar each nia. and it was fun!!! hehehez...we did a lot of idiot things haha like kallang wave or those concert fans waving syndrome loll. and we also sang some idiot songs. the duet with hay was nice. sang with steph and cora too v nice! hehe
