today my friend called me and told me she has free tix to go watch 僑傑力 - j stars which are 5566, 183 club, 七朵花, K ONE, TORO, 王心淩, all these la, but in the front part really the sianz ..... watchin the concert here in SG really not HIGH.. all the pple like stone..so its like only me and my 2 friends that like amei we all siaoz la, watch these kind of stuff with them very fun hehee, it only started to get high when toro appear, then later 183 club, 5566! even though i dont like them that much but its still quite high to watch them perform la, their songs very easy to remember ma.. hehe then at towards the end of the concert~ its like woo, i didnt spent a cent on tix, but i end up in the front again hahahahahahahaha, then its like 王仁俌 they all just in front of me! its like wooo so near, then finale that time, they will again like self introduce them selves ~~~ so they will one group one group walk to the front!!! then its like i see them all so near! 183 club very handsome but 言行書 i still find his looks very funny...dance like gay.. sing like donald duck..= = "" but overall... the whole planning of the concert still lose to AMEI's concert ba.. dont have the atmosphere enuff haha somemore i get free tix can go to the front there and stand<-- but guard keep askin us go back, nobody hiew him la hahaha
Sunday, December 12, 2004
Sunday, December 05, 2004
When You Divorce Me, Carry Me Out in Your Arms
When You Divorce Me, Carry Me Out in Your Arms
On my wedding day, I carried my wife in my arms. The bridal car stopped in front of our one-room flat. My buddies insisted that I carry her out of the car in my arms. So I carried her into our home. She was then plump and shy. I was a strong and happy bridegroom.
This was the scene of ten years ago.
The following days were as simple as a cup of pure water: we had a kid, I went into business and tried to make more money. When the assets were steadily increasing, the affections between us seemed to ebb. She was a civil servant. Every morning we left home together and got home almost at the same time. Our kid was studying in a boarding school.
Our marriage life seemed to be enviably happy. But the calm life was more likely to be affected by unpredictable changes.
Dew came into my life.
It was a sunny day. I stood on a spacious balcony. Dew hugged me from behind. My heart once again was immersed in her stream of love. This was the apartment I bought for her.
Dew said, You are the kind of man who best draws girls. Her words suddenly reminded me of my wife. When we just married, my wife said, Men like you, once successful, will be very attractive to girls. Thinking of this, I became somewhat hesitant. I knew I had betrayed my wife. But I couldn' t help doing so.
I moved Dew's hands aside and said, You go to select some furniture, O.K.? I 've got something to do in the company. Obviously she was unhappy, because I had promised her to go and see with her. At the moment, the idea of divorce became clearer in my mind although it used to be something impossible to me.
However, I found it rather difficult to tell my wife about it. No matter how mildly I mentioned it to her, she would be deeply hurt. Honestly, she was a good wife. Every evening she was busy preparing dinner. I was sitting in front of the TV. The dinner was ready soon. Then we watched TV together. Or, I was lounging before the computer, visualizing Dew's body. This was the means of my entertainment.
One day I said to her in a slight joking way, suppose we divorce, what will you do? She stared at me for a few seconds without a word. Apparently she believed that divorce was something too far away from her. I couldn' t imagine how she would react once she got to know I was serious.
When my wife went to my office, Dew had just stepped out. Almost all the staff looked at my wife with a sympathetic eye and tried to hide something while talking with her. She seemed to have got some hint. She gently smiled at my subordinates. But I read some hurt in her eyes.
Once again, Dew said to me, Divorce her, O.K.? Then we live together. I nodded. I knew I could not hesitate any more. When my wife served the last dish, I held her hand. I 've got something to tell you, I said. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes. Suddenly I didn' t know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want to divorce. I raised a serious topic calmly.
She didn t seem to be much annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why? I'm serious. I avoided her question. This so-called answer turned her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! .
At that night, we didn t talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer, because my heart had gone to Dew.
With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. I felt a pain in my heart. The woman who had been living ten years with me would become a stranger one day. But I could not take back what I had said.
Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer.
A late night, I came back home after entertaining my clients. I saw her writing something at the table. I fell asleep fast. When I woke up, I found she was still there. I turned over and was asleep again.
She brought up her divorce conditions: she didn t want anything from me, but I was supposed to give her one month's time before divorce, and in the month's time we must live as normal life as possible. Her reason was simple: our son would finish his summer vacation a month later and she didn t want him to see our marriage was broken.
She passed me the agreement she drafted, and then asked me, Do you still remember how I entered our bridal room on the wedding day?
This question suddenly brought back all those wonderful memories to me. I nodded and said, I remember . You carried me in your arms , she continued, so, I have a requirement, that is, you carry me out in your arms on the day when we divorce. From now to the end of this month, you must carry me out from the bedroom to the door every morning.
I accepted with a smile. I knew she missed those sweet days and wished to end her marriage with a romantic form.
I told Dew about my wife s divorce conditions. She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she does, she has to face the result of divorce, she said scornfully. Her words more or less made me feel uncomfortable.
My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. We even treated each other as a stranger. So when I carried her out for the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mummy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly, Let us start from today, don t tell our son. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside the door. She went to wait for bus, I drove to office.
On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. We were so close that I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn' t looked at this intimate woman carefully for a long time. I found she was not young any more. There were some fine wrinkles on her face.
On the third day, she whispered to me, The outside garden is being demolished. Be careful when you pass there.
On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I seemed to feel that we were still an intimate couple and I was holding my sweetheart in my arms. The visualization of Dew became more vague.
On the fifth and sixth day, she kept reminding me something, such as, where she put the ironed shirts, I should be careful while cooking, etc. I nodded. The sense of intimacy was even stronger.
I didn t tell Dew about this.
I felt it was easier to carry her. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger. I said to her, It seems not difficult to carry you now.
She was picking her dresses. I was waiting to carry her out. She tried quite a few but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, All my dresses have grown fatter. I smiled. But I suddenly realized that it was because she was thinner that I could carry her more easily, not because I was stronger. I knew she had buried all the bitterness in her heart. Again, I felt a sense of pain. Subconsciously I reached out a hand to touch her head.
Our son came in at the moment. Dad, it's time to carry mum out. He said. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had been an essential part of his life. She gestured our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face because I was afraid I would change my mind at the last minute. I held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly, as if we came back to our wedding day. But her much lighter weight made me sad.
On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. She said, Actually I hope you will hold me in your arms until we are old.
I held her tightly and said, Both you and I didn t notice that our life was lack of such intimacy. I jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my decision. I walked upstairs. Dew opened the door. I said to her, Sorry, Dew, I won't divorce. I'm serious.
She looked at me, astonished. The she touched my forehead. You got no fever. She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Dew, I said, I can only say sorry to you, I won t divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn t value the details of life, not because we didn t love each other any more. Now I understand that since I carried her into the home, she gave birth to our child, I am supposed to hold her until I am old. So I have to say sorry to you.
Dew seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove to the office.
When I passed the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet for my wife which was her favourite. The salesgirl asked me to write the greeting words on the card. I smiled and wrote, I 'll carry you out every morning until we are old.
On my wedding day, I carried my wife in my arms. The bridal car stopped in front of our one-room flat. My buddies insisted that I carry her out of the car in my arms. So I carried her into our home. She was then plump and shy. I was a strong and happy bridegroom.
This was the scene of ten years ago.
The following days were as simple as a cup of pure water: we had a kid, I went into business and tried to make more money. When the assets were steadily increasing, the affections between us seemed to ebb. She was a civil servant. Every morning we left home together and got home almost at the same time. Our kid was studying in a boarding school.
Our marriage life seemed to be enviably happy. But the calm life was more likely to be affected by unpredictable changes.
Dew came into my life.
It was a sunny day. I stood on a spacious balcony. Dew hugged me from behind. My heart once again was immersed in her stream of love. This was the apartment I bought for her.
Dew said, You are the kind of man who best draws girls. Her words suddenly reminded me of my wife. When we just married, my wife said, Men like you, once successful, will be very attractive to girls. Thinking of this, I became somewhat hesitant. I knew I had betrayed my wife. But I couldn' t help doing so.
I moved Dew's hands aside and said, You go to select some furniture, O.K.? I 've got something to do in the company. Obviously she was unhappy, because I had promised her to go and see with her. At the moment, the idea of divorce became clearer in my mind although it used to be something impossible to me.
However, I found it rather difficult to tell my wife about it. No matter how mildly I mentioned it to her, she would be deeply hurt. Honestly, she was a good wife. Every evening she was busy preparing dinner. I was sitting in front of the TV. The dinner was ready soon. Then we watched TV together. Or, I was lounging before the computer, visualizing Dew's body. This was the means of my entertainment.
One day I said to her in a slight joking way, suppose we divorce, what will you do? She stared at me for a few seconds without a word. Apparently she believed that divorce was something too far away from her. I couldn' t imagine how she would react once she got to know I was serious.
When my wife went to my office, Dew had just stepped out. Almost all the staff looked at my wife with a sympathetic eye and tried to hide something while talking with her. She seemed to have got some hint. She gently smiled at my subordinates. But I read some hurt in her eyes.
Once again, Dew said to me, Divorce her, O.K.? Then we live together. I nodded. I knew I could not hesitate any more. When my wife served the last dish, I held her hand. I 've got something to tell you, I said. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes. Suddenly I didn' t know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want to divorce. I raised a serious topic calmly.
She didn t seem to be much annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why? I'm serious. I avoided her question. This so-called answer turned her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! .
At that night, we didn t talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer, because my heart had gone to Dew.
With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. I felt a pain in my heart. The woman who had been living ten years with me would become a stranger one day. But I could not take back what I had said.
Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer.
A late night, I came back home after entertaining my clients. I saw her writing something at the table. I fell asleep fast. When I woke up, I found she was still there. I turned over and was asleep again.
She brought up her divorce conditions: she didn t want anything from me, but I was supposed to give her one month's time before divorce, and in the month's time we must live as normal life as possible. Her reason was simple: our son would finish his summer vacation a month later and she didn t want him to see our marriage was broken.
She passed me the agreement she drafted, and then asked me, Do you still remember how I entered our bridal room on the wedding day?
This question suddenly brought back all those wonderful memories to me. I nodded and said, I remember . You carried me in your arms , she continued, so, I have a requirement, that is, you carry me out in your arms on the day when we divorce. From now to the end of this month, you must carry me out from the bedroom to the door every morning.
I accepted with a smile. I knew she missed those sweet days and wished to end her marriage with a romantic form.
I told Dew about my wife s divorce conditions. She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she does, she has to face the result of divorce, she said scornfully. Her words more or less made me feel uncomfortable.
My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. We even treated each other as a stranger. So when I carried her out for the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mummy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly, Let us start from today, don t tell our son. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside the door. She went to wait for bus, I drove to office.
On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. We were so close that I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn' t looked at this intimate woman carefully for a long time. I found she was not young any more. There were some fine wrinkles on her face.
On the third day, she whispered to me, The outside garden is being demolished. Be careful when you pass there.
On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I seemed to feel that we were still an intimate couple and I was holding my sweetheart in my arms. The visualization of Dew became more vague.
On the fifth and sixth day, she kept reminding me something, such as, where she put the ironed shirts, I should be careful while cooking, etc. I nodded. The sense of intimacy was even stronger.
I didn t tell Dew about this.
I felt it was easier to carry her. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger. I said to her, It seems not difficult to carry you now.
She was picking her dresses. I was waiting to carry her out. She tried quite a few but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, All my dresses have grown fatter. I smiled. But I suddenly realized that it was because she was thinner that I could carry her more easily, not because I was stronger. I knew she had buried all the bitterness in her heart. Again, I felt a sense of pain. Subconsciously I reached out a hand to touch her head.
Our son came in at the moment. Dad, it's time to carry mum out. He said. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had been an essential part of his life. She gestured our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face because I was afraid I would change my mind at the last minute. I held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly, as if we came back to our wedding day. But her much lighter weight made me sad.
On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. She said, Actually I hope you will hold me in your arms until we are old.
I held her tightly and said, Both you and I didn t notice that our life was lack of such intimacy. I jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my decision. I walked upstairs. Dew opened the door. I said to her, Sorry, Dew, I won't divorce. I'm serious.
She looked at me, astonished. The she touched my forehead. You got no fever. She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Dew, I said, I can only say sorry to you, I won t divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn t value the details of life, not because we didn t love each other any more. Now I understand that since I carried her into the home, she gave birth to our child, I am supposed to hold her until I am old. So I have to say sorry to you.
Dew seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove to the office.
When I passed the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet for my wife which was her favourite. The salesgirl asked me to write the greeting words on the card. I smiled and wrote, I 'll carry you out every morning until we are old.
johor bahru
woo today i went to JB with 2 of my colleagues, we went straight from office and then reach the singapore custom at..ard..erm...3 plus.. then malaysia one ard like 3.40 but me.. very suay i was queueing at this lane that person chopping very slow! the malay guy..so slow manz.. my queue wasnt moving.. one of my colleague is malaysia her side is nobody one so she waited for us very long in front. then another one of my colleague already gone to her turn on chopping at the next lane........but mine.. they waited for me another half hour.. nearly fainted..cuz theres also this uncle in front of me. keep thinking i want to cut his queue and then also he keep moving left out to view wat is that slow man doing and then move in later to cut in front of me, thinkin that i will take his place. = ="" makes me mad! then after that i just stood at a spot without moving.. but still i guess when he got in first his heart must be like " oh i got in before that girl ! " <-- stupid.
when we reach there me bought a magazine saw zheng yuan chang on e cover.. hehe and in sg the mag is like 3.20 here its 4 rm good la, me changed 100 sgd to 230 rm, quite good rate~.
then walking distance to the shopping centre its somesort like there is an annex section like heeren and then the rest of the mall like other shops like mango all these, got no time to shop whole place, reached there at ard 4.30, we then ate hongkong dishes. i ate fish baked rice. ok la but i was sick whole day from yesterday so didnt have that much appetite.
then we started shopping lo, hehe just keep walking around and around see see see see, then in the end shopped till ard 9.30pm. when all shops close close haha me bought 3 pairs of chopsticks for 5rm cheap sia, then bought a red tee coz i need red tee at 25 rm, then after that bought a bag 26 rm hehe i like it tmr i will bring to escape, and also a wooden bangle that is 12rm.<-- i saw this bangle in singapore wisma one shop.. i love it but it cost 19.90 SGD !!!! so when i see it i grabbed it on the spot ! hehe then also bought a pair of sandals slip on 29.90, then also a pair of Pink le corp " rooster brand " shoes at 95.00rm total i think i spent ard 100 sg bucks ba still got a box of those dou4 sha1 bing3 and also the peanut cake thingy, for family comsumption haha. really got there just to shop in city square.. somemore haven even shop finish the basement levels. like mango also and the super market~. haiz..haha next time gonna bring my mum hehe! be careful with yr belongings can le , no problem one hehe~.
come back to sg that time ar, normal loh got to go take bus back to sg custom after chopping in malaysia..that one ar.. really like going to watch rock concert, squeeze with pple to the queue.. then took a travel bus that charge us 50 cents back to sg haha then go to the custom scan and also checkpoint for bags and goods~. then back home! took 160 all the way to my busstop below my house hahaha good.
wat a shiok day!
when we reach there me bought a magazine saw zheng yuan chang on e cover.. hehe and in sg the mag is like 3.20 here its 4 rm good la, me changed 100 sgd to 230 rm, quite good rate~.
then walking distance to the shopping centre its somesort like there is an annex section like heeren and then the rest of the mall like other shops like mango all these, got no time to shop whole place, reached there at ard 4.30, we then ate hongkong dishes. i ate fish baked rice. ok la but i was sick whole day from yesterday so didnt have that much appetite.
then we started shopping lo, hehe just keep walking around and around see see see see, then in the end shopped till ard 9.30pm. when all shops close close haha me bought 3 pairs of chopsticks for 5rm cheap sia, then bought a red tee coz i need red tee at 25 rm, then after that bought a bag 26 rm hehe i like it tmr i will bring to escape, and also a wooden bangle that is 12rm.<-- i saw this bangle in singapore wisma one shop.. i love it but it cost 19.90 SGD !!!! so when i see it i grabbed it on the spot ! hehe then also bought a pair of sandals slip on 29.90, then also a pair of Pink le corp " rooster brand " shoes at 95.00rm total i think i spent ard 100 sg bucks ba still got a box of those dou4 sha1 bing3 and also the peanut cake thingy, for family comsumption haha. really got there just to shop in city square.. somemore haven even shop finish the basement levels. like mango also and the super market~. haiz..haha next time gonna bring my mum hehe! be careful with yr belongings can le , no problem one hehe~.
come back to sg that time ar, normal loh got to go take bus back to sg custom after chopping in malaysia..that one ar.. really like going to watch rock concert, squeeze with pple to the queue.. then took a travel bus that charge us 50 cents back to sg haha then go to the custom scan and also checkpoint for bags and goods~. then back home! took 160 all the way to my busstop below my house hahaha good.
wat a shiok day!
Sunday, November 28, 2004
my very very very happy weekends
hmmm.. it has been quite some time since i blog i mean in words hor? hhehe i bet all of u miss my blogging(<--- wahaha)..hehe been busy working and playing i guess and damn lazy to blog so i will now blog about the big happenings i wanna share~ on
21st november sunday:
today i went to downtown east at pasir ris early early in the morning with 2 of my ameibuddies. we met at jurong east mrt first then made our long mrt journey trip ard 10 am in the morning..hahaa cuz long time no see so u know~~~~need to chat chat ma! hahaa then hor we reach ard like before 11 lol weird that nobody was late hahaa even i was early in the meeting. so the 3 of us yingxue and bernett and me , we went mac eat breakfast haha i ate big breakfast so after that shop awhile ard white sands hehe but since bernett is there guy and girls after so many times of trying to shop together. i conclude that the different sexes really hard to shop together, anyway that day i dont have mood to shop wor hahahahahahaa cuz in the afternoon got to meet my sister amei ma hahaha so, we proceded to downtown east and reach there like before 1pm. the event autograph singing session was like starting at 4pm. its considered late to go ard 1 la ba we know its ok la..cuz others even later...!
ok once we reach there, we saw some amei banners ard the place, then finally saw the event venue ground! its a white tent to contain us inside and also the stage and AMEI! haha i pasted the photos up there right?? can see amei so pretty that day i love her Anna Sui top loh hahaa so nice...( me got to work super hard to slim down so can wear like her =P) so we waited for amei, during waiting, our other buddies came and we gathered as usual in the front side and we were powerful hahaa little pple with 1000% strength loh so loud hahaha but this time a lot of aunties and even old ah ma also came as one of my friend say 一老還有一老老 hahaaa but i bought the album on the spot la cuz i haven buy the singapore version yet loh only got the taiwan version where my friend from taiwan bought and send to me even got autograph hahahaa~ on the spot buy i got this super huge poster which is the amei taiwan "ambassorder" dunno how to spell la but its the one i like a lot hehehehe amei so pretty~~ then quite worth it cuz still got this taiwan tour package lucky draw if u buy that day, the results haven out yet i think after this end of the month la~~ hope i get it so i will fly away and not be back ahhahaa~~~~, anyway AMEI finally arrived at ard 5 pm and 933 DJ zhiyong was the host~ not bad la~ amei sang the 4 songs 愛是唯一, 火, 也許明天, 娜魯灣情歌, as planned but due to all our warm encore-ing and shouting and begging, she sang another song of our choice which is 你好不好 <-- my fave lehh so when she sang i was mesmorized cuz amei's live perfomance....listen liao will very 感動 ya! so we all sang along every song even the pple behind i guess hahaa, then one of our group member he asked amei for the bottle of mineral water she drank haah and amei gave it to him LOL wahaha (he brought home and dunno wat to do with it cuz theres no label nothing just a bottle of water amei drank before lol) then time for autograph session la, so we all took our stuff and got ready for "war" hahaa, this time we all got our first individual 合照 with amei but mine turns out like shit cuz i look so ugly and amei didnt smile hahaa didnt catch the perfect moment but i am still very proud of it, i was in the last few to went up cuz zhiyong says we must 墊底 (support the base) hahaa so he address us as the super fans of amei so funny, when he say every body look at us wearing red somemore lol, oh ya and my buddies they all comment that i keep wearing the same top when i come see amei ,,, haha i think i got to buy new red tops le~~ will do that when i go JB on the 4th~ cuz amei coming again in dec 11th or 12th for a MTV exclusive showcase concert at victoria theatre hehee so happie again! ok back to the autograph thingy, so its like i have so much things to tell amei, butttt i was like holding camera album plus another board thingy so busy when i reach amei;s table, she was the one that requested to shake hands with me hahahaa so i shake with her and take foto and got signature. done! but i still happie la haha cuz see her many times le, she still same. dont have those fake face fake smiles, shes real~ love that side of her.
guess wat?? at the end of the thing we got to rush down to jurong east sports complex to see the channel 8 charity show, amei was one of the guests so we need to support her there,~ thank god some of our buddies got the tickets from warnermusic sg, thanks to peifen(warner staff) she helped us a lot and gave me this little amei stand up board can put on table hehe naruwan taiwan! so its rushed we need to take cabby.. remember i said about the amei banners and stuff~~?? we went to ask the pple to give us.. beg and thank them and apple polish them in the end!!!! i got it leh! my buddies give me this chance and the other banner goes to wenting. cuz left the four of us, wenting, yingxue, teck and me, so the next time got this will give to yingxue and teck i promise! as u see that big big amei naruwan taiwan 人型看板 is in my room sitting nicely now!!! everyday see amei hahaa so big just behind my bed. but we had a hard time getting it in the cab, and the cab uncle also, he so so so so helpful, haha we need to put it inside the cab diagonally and some of us cannot sit properly uncle also cant see the rear mirror view but he dont mind, haha we keep laughing at our positions~so fun!
cab reach my house
21st november sunday:
today i went to downtown east at pasir ris early early in the morning with 2 of my ameibuddies. we met at jurong east mrt first then made our long mrt journey trip ard 10 am in the morning..hahaa cuz long time no see so u know~~~~need to chat chat ma! hahaa then hor we reach ard like before 11 lol weird that nobody was late hahaa even i was early in the meeting. so the 3 of us yingxue and bernett and me , we went mac eat breakfast haha i ate big breakfast so after that shop awhile ard white sands hehe but since bernett is there guy and girls after so many times of trying to shop together. i conclude that the different sexes really hard to shop together, anyway that day i dont have mood to shop wor hahahahahahaa cuz in the afternoon got to meet my sister amei ma hahaha so, we proceded to downtown east and reach there like before 1pm. the event autograph singing session was like starting at 4pm. its considered late to go ard 1 la ba we know its ok la..cuz others even later...!
ok once we reach there, we saw some amei banners ard the place, then finally saw the event venue ground! its a white tent to contain us inside and also the stage and AMEI! haha i pasted the photos up there right?? can see amei so pretty that day i love her Anna Sui top loh hahaa so nice...( me got to work super hard to slim down so can wear like her =P) so we waited for amei, during waiting, our other buddies came and we gathered as usual in the front side and we were powerful hahaa little pple with 1000% strength loh so loud hahaha but this time a lot of aunties and even old ah ma also came as one of my friend say 一老還有一老老 hahaaa but i bought the album on the spot la cuz i haven buy the singapore version yet loh only got the taiwan version where my friend from taiwan bought and send to me even got autograph hahahaa~ on the spot buy i got this super huge poster which is the amei taiwan "ambassorder" dunno how to spell la but its the one i like a lot hehehehe amei so pretty~~ then quite worth it cuz still got this taiwan tour package lucky draw if u buy that day, the results haven out yet i think after this end of the month la~~ hope i get it so i will fly away and not be back ahhahaa~~~~, anyway AMEI finally arrived at ard 5 pm and 933 DJ zhiyong was the host~ not bad la~ amei sang the 4 songs 愛是唯一, 火, 也許明天, 娜魯灣情歌, as planned but due to all our warm encore-ing and shouting and begging, she sang another song of our choice which is 你好不好 <-- my fave lehh so when she sang i was mesmorized cuz amei's live perfomance....listen liao will very 感動 ya! so we all sang along every song even the pple behind i guess hahaa, then one of our group member he asked amei for the bottle of mineral water she drank haah and amei gave it to him LOL wahaha (he brought home and dunno wat to do with it cuz theres no label nothing just a bottle of water amei drank before lol) then time for autograph session la, so we all took our stuff and got ready for "war" hahaa, this time we all got our first individual 合照 with amei but mine turns out like shit cuz i look so ugly and amei didnt smile hahaa didnt catch the perfect moment but i am still very proud of it, i was in the last few to went up cuz zhiyong says we must 墊底 (support the base) hahaa so he address us as the super fans of amei so funny, when he say every body look at us wearing red somemore lol, oh ya and my buddies they all comment that i keep wearing the same top when i come see amei ,,, haha i think i got to buy new red tops le~~ will do that when i go JB on the 4th~ cuz amei coming again in dec 11th or 12th for a MTV exclusive showcase concert at victoria theatre hehee so happie again! ok back to the autograph thingy, so its like i have so much things to tell amei, butttt i was like holding camera album plus another board thingy so busy when i reach amei;s table, she was the one that requested to shake hands with me hahahaa so i shake with her and take foto and got signature. done! but i still happie la haha cuz see her many times le, she still same. dont have those fake face fake smiles, shes real~ love that side of her.
guess wat?? at the end of the thing we got to rush down to jurong east sports complex to see the channel 8 charity show, amei was one of the guests so we need to support her there,~ thank god some of our buddies got the tickets from warnermusic sg, thanks to peifen(warner staff) she helped us a lot and gave me this little amei stand up board can put on table hehe naruwan taiwan! so its rushed we need to take cabby.. remember i said about the amei banners and stuff~~?? we went to ask the pple to give us.. beg and thank them and apple polish them in the end!!!! i got it leh! my buddies give me this chance and the other banner goes to wenting. cuz left the four of us, wenting, yingxue, teck and me, so the next time got this will give to yingxue and teck i promise! as u see that big big amei naruwan taiwan 人型看板 is in my room sitting nicely now!!! everyday see amei hahaa so big just behind my bed. but we had a hard time getting it in the cab, and the cab uncle also, he so so so so helpful, haha we need to put it inside the cab diagonally and some of us cannot sit properly uncle also cant see the rear mirror view but he dont mind, haha we keep laughing at our positions~so fun!
cab reach my house
Tuesday, November 09, 2004
Friday, November 05, 2004
Saturday, October 30, 2004
some updates
木船試音2回合(10月27日)
my second round audition went i say fine only, cuz i think its really difficult, got to 知道什麽時候下歌 還有什麽時候唱什麽 好像考試。。。完全不知情 不然怎麽叫做臨場反應考驗。。真是一邊場心裏一直在很專心所以好累，要注意歌喉要注意技巧 要注意伴奏 要注意歌詞 要注意他彈到哪裏? 完全是緊繃狀態 哇哈哈
唱完之後心裏立刻整塊石頭掉了下來松了很多口氣。。哈 還有那天麗蓮沒有來 突然好像沒有什麽安全感 可能是習慣有木船有麗蓮 哈所以囖我們蠻早就走了 因爲要早點回家要去吃東西 就醬結束了一個奇妙的一天
hmm.. now its the time to wait for the results of the second round, but this time i doubt i will get in but i will pray again! cuz its my dream to have singing as my job~hope 木船 will call me soon hehehehhee 成績快來吧~
自助餐@turf city
yesterday night went to the monthly dinner with colleagues to turf city to eat korean steamboat bbq buffet, the stuff same as marina south lar~ but yesterday, we had 3 tables then my table our steamboat bbq so successful! no burns on the aluminium, then the food cooked nicely also, so we had the mood to try using fish and beef to dip into the eggs and bbq fry them, the beef is nice but the beef there a lot of the veins or wat.. so hard to bite~ or it will be best dish haha, after buffet dunno why i will always feel nauseous, i think i cannot stand bbq's taste, but i didnt even eat a lot leh.. buay tahan.. lol so i buy sour prunes from 7-11. after that we went for a 3 hr KTV session @ party world~~, each 14 bucks, alright lar, i sang a few songs then got teased then we keep laughing and chatting also. quite fun night.
my second round audition went i say fine only, cuz i think its really difficult, got to 知道什麽時候下歌 還有什麽時候唱什麽 好像考試。。。完全不知情 不然怎麽叫做臨場反應考驗。。真是一邊場心裏一直在很專心所以好累，要注意歌喉要注意技巧 要注意伴奏 要注意歌詞 要注意他彈到哪裏? 完全是緊繃狀態 哇哈哈
唱完之後心裏立刻整塊石頭掉了下來松了很多口氣。。哈 還有那天麗蓮沒有來 突然好像沒有什麽安全感 可能是習慣有木船有麗蓮 哈所以囖我們蠻早就走了 因爲要早點回家要去吃東西 就醬結束了一個奇妙的一天
hmm.. now its the time to wait for the results of the second round, but this time i doubt i will get in but i will pray again! cuz its my dream to have singing as my job~hope 木船 will call me soon hehehehhee 成績快來吧~
自助餐@turf city
yesterday night went to the monthly dinner with colleagues to turf city to eat korean steamboat bbq buffet, the stuff same as marina south lar~ but yesterday, we had 3 tables then my table our steamboat bbq so successful! no burns on the aluminium, then the food cooked nicely also, so we had the mood to try using fish and beef to dip into the eggs and bbq fry them, the beef is nice but the beef there a lot of the veins or wat.. so hard to bite~ or it will be best dish haha, after buffet dunno why i will always feel nauseous, i think i cannot stand bbq's taste, but i didnt even eat a lot leh.. buay tahan.. lol so i buy sour prunes from 7-11. after that we went for a 3 hr KTV session @ party world~~, each 14 bucks, alright lar, i sang a few songs then got teased then we keep laughing and chatting also. quite fun night.
Thursday, October 28, 2004
Prison joke 哇哈哈
> > Just in case you ever got the two mixed up. This should make things a
> > bit clearer:
> >
> >
> > IN PRISON you spend the majority of your time in an 8 X 10 cell.
> > AT WORK you spend the majority of your time in a 6 X 8 cubicle.
> >
> >
> > IN PRISON you get three meals a day.
> > AT WORK you only get a break for one meal and you pay for it.
> >
> >
> > IN PRISON you get time off for good behavior.
> > AT WORK you get more work for good behavior.
> >
> >
> > IN PRISON the guard locks and unlocks all the doors for you.
> > AT WORK you must carry around a security card and open all the doors
for
> > yourself.
> >
> >
> > IN PRISON you can watch TV and play games.
> > AT WORK you get fired for watching TV and playing games.
> >
> >
> > IN PRISON you get your own toilet.
> > AT WORK you have to share with some idiot who pees on! the seat.
> >
> >
> > IN PRISON they allow your family and friends to visit.
> > AT WORK you can't even speak to your family.
> >
> >
> > IN PRISON the taxpayers pay all expenses with no work required.
> > AT WORK you get to pay all the expenses to go to work and then they
> > deduct taxes from your salary to pay for prisoners.
> >
> >
> > IN PRISON you spend most of your life inside bars wanting to get out.
> > AT WORK you spend most of your time wanting to get out and go inside
> > bars.
> >
> >
> > IN PRISON you must deal with sadistic wardens.
> > AT WORK they are called managers.
> > bit clearer:
> >
> >
> > IN PRISON you spend the majority of your time in an 8 X 10 cell.
> > AT WORK you spend the majority of your time in a 6 X 8 cubicle.
> >
> >
> > IN PRISON you get three meals a day.
> > AT WORK you only get a break for one meal and you pay for it.
> >
> >
> > IN PRISON you get time off for good behavior.
> > AT WORK you get more work for good behavior.
> >
> >
> > IN PRISON the guard locks and unlocks all the doors for you.
> > AT WORK you must carry around a security card and open all the doors
for
> > yourself.
> >
> >
> > IN PRISON you can watch TV and play games.
> > AT WORK you get fired for watching TV and playing games.
> >
> >
> > IN PRISON you get your own toilet.
> > AT WORK you have to share with some idiot who pees on! the seat.
> >
> >
> > IN PRISON they allow your family and friends to visit.
> > AT WORK you can't even speak to your family.
> >
> >
> > IN PRISON the taxpayers pay all expenses with no work required.
> > AT WORK you get to pay all the expenses to go to work and then they
> > deduct taxes from your salary to pay for prisoners.
> >
> >
> > IN PRISON you spend most of your life inside bars wanting to get out.
> > AT WORK you spend most of your time wanting to get out and go inside
> > bars.
> >
> >
> > IN PRISON you must deal with sadistic wardens.
> > AT WORK they are called managers.
Thursday, October 21, 2004
happy boom bee bee
well i got into the second round of audition together with lixuan!!!!!!!! when i know this i was like wow??!~@@##O*%(#&$!!! yay!!!! i was speechless and ...woohoo!!!! so happy glad excited, OHMIGOD!!!! i'm gonna sing with the life band!!!!!!!!! wish me luck! god give me luck! buddha give me luck!!!!! 祝我自己幸運一條龍~！！！！！太屌了~！
Sunday, October 17, 2004
sky captain and the world of tomorrow
i went to watch sky captain alone wor~ cuz qq cant make it to movie tonight and i dont wanna go far away to watch movie, so i decided to watch alone! hehehe, cuz the other shows.. those nice shows like shark's tale all that haven show yet, mus catch up with the current shows first ma hehe
anyway, sky captain and the world of tomorrow is a nice show, even though i think 80% are computer graphics. i needed some action and excitement to wake me up, boost energy so went to watch some action drama show woohoo! and its really quite exciting, all the machines bombing and smashing and walking around, flying shooting! all u name it~ then i think till a part they went to nepal or some place, then looks like jurassic park =_= with those dinosaurs hahaha buay ta han lar, all creatures!
so i had a wonderful evening by myself, and after the show i went to supermarket to get bread, cheese, ham, and ayam brand salmon spread! cool! next week's lunch leh, spend ard 8 bucks for those,hope its gonna be a thrifty week! perserverance *-*
anyway, sky captain and the world of tomorrow is a nice show, even though i think 80% are computer graphics. i needed some action and excitement to wake me up, boost energy so went to watch some action drama show woohoo! and its really quite exciting, all the machines bombing and smashing and walking around, flying shooting! all u name it~ then i think till a part they went to nepal or some place, then looks like jurassic park =_= with those dinosaurs hahaha buay ta han lar, all creatures!
so i had a wonderful evening by myself, and after the show i went to supermarket to get bread, cheese, ham, and ayam brand salmon spread! cool! next week's lunch leh, spend ard 8 bucks for those,hope its gonna be a thrifty week! perserverance *-*
Saturday, October 16, 2004
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Friday, October 15, 2004
木船試音audition @ the ark
我覺得這次的試音，我們都進步很多。成績還沒出來耶 急死我了啦！ 快打電話給我 呵~~當天緊張。但是上臺就不緊張了。還唱得很舒服，才安心了下來 :)還跟主持人聊了一下 竟然一點都不怕哦~ 可能是習慣了。很開心 :D
Saturday, October 09, 2004
i feel..
i feel lonely even though i have friends. i guess what people say about when u were born into this world, you are alone is true. you take of everything yrself. friends and family are just something extra but i find them important. without friends you wont have company, family will be the closest kin you have on this earth. friends. i find it hard to ..maintain a friendship? might be my own problem. just feel that its hard to not think the way my mind thinks, like when i want it this way but not everybody is doing it this way? i feel that the happy me is just a mask. a mask that i always wear when i go out when i communicate. i cant even convince myself that i am a sad person, because i guess i am 70% a very hyper happy person.. but deep inside me i dont feel happy? i dont know man.. what am i talking about.? 我看我還是用中文比較好。我覺得我是孤獨的人就是孤獨的。 是孤獨的面對這個世界，所發生的所有事務。我不知道我現在是在想什麼， 可能是想抒發一些感想吧..我不知道我是怎麼搞的 老是要把我自己這套 硬硬套在別人身上，我知道這樣做是不對的，但是我有何嘗是要去這樣的折磨別人？人人都沒有勉強我要做他們想要的， 可是為什麼會倒過來的 我潛意識裏面自然而然的會做出很...令自己看起來很糟糕的事情呢？ 我有時候會突然討厭這個人，第二天又喜歡這個人，很變態，每一群朋友都變得很暫時性然後我就會把他們所有的缺點共出來《--好像我自己很好得像天使的樣子 完全會誤會別人的用意，亂來一些亂七八糟的思想出來催眠自己，難怪我表面上很多朋友，但是沒有什麼很知心的吧 有時候很羡慕別人有很close的朋友，我也有吧？ 我每次都把他們看得很重 很知己但是不知道別人是不是這樣想結果橋梁越來越遠，越來越離自己的理想生活很遠， 我沒有毅力，又懶惰 又有一個爛嘴巴，還曾經被拿來當笑話的被整，被自己最重視的朋友群耍耶 滋味很不好受，我何嘗想要自己的爛嘴巴，這是骨子裏的注定了 怎麼改也不會有什麼效果的 只盼望不要傷到人就好. 其實在這裡說這些還有點不自在。就盼望你們看不懂這些繁體字最好。可能我要開一個私人日記不要讓任何人知道會比較安心的抒發情感吧... 看到自己原來這麼悲慘也有點驚訝，我不是每天都很開心的嗎？才怪勒 怎麼可能每天都笑哈哈的 別以為我是什麼都言語都可以承受的，我可是很敏感。。=_=表面上不在乎 心理已經是深深一道疤， 唉把自己的公開日記搞得這麼疆= ="" 我就立刻停止在這裡，說下去也沒完沒了.
Friday, October 08, 2004
Radio Blog
the radio blog is so cool! i decided frm now onwards will record more of my own singing put it here hahaa, so fun!just click the song and it will play~ hee
i think the design of it also nice hehe
get it @ http://www.radioblogclub.com/
i think the design of it also nice hehe
get it @ http://www.radioblogclub.com/
Tuesday, October 05, 2004
Last week's nightmare. but its over.
last week has been a nightmare ba.. took 2 days off frm Asknlearn to work on a freelance for ling's boss ivan. at first all was fine, actually i think its fine ba..i find it hard to work in group, hard to understand wat other people is thinking and get their picture, and let them get mine. for ivan i guess he wants exactly the way the sample frm that book, so i did for him.. it takes time loh.. it was a great relieve when its finally wednesday afternoon and i can get away frm this for an afternoon @ the singing competition. i went to Kster with lixuan in the afternoon with our voucher for practising plus warm up our voices. i didnt realise i guess deep down inside lixuan she is afraid or something. but she dont show,so as per normal when it was our turn to sing, we went up and it turns out i sing louder than lixuan. i guess shes afraid to show that she could sing. well i think her voice is better than me, but that night i guess she has been thru a lot, LIxuan dont worry, u will soon get over this one. we are all here to support u. but when we were to wait for the results..
i called tziming, not to realise they are actually only across the street opposite us.. so they came over..we chatted. but tziming started to voice out her points and about ivan.. all the things..(she cried).. i didnt know what to do also.. sometimes issit she think too much? ivan is bad lar..i know...he is very VERY irritating also.. keep calling us.. to see the samples. but didnt tell us he needs to show the client.. i tot only he wants to seee.. in the end still blame us nv send to him.. maybe we are still amateur so didnt know alot of common knowledge in freelance.. send to him means need to show client ba.. dunno lar.. anyway all went back to ling;s office there.. to think ivan still thinks theres nothing happening or what.. still continue ask us to show him. then we some sort of force him to sign a contract with us.. as we are insecure. but he drew up a contract that isnt worth a signature.. he has the rights to reject our work if its not up to standard.. so what is the standard??? its the book;s standard.. so i started to ask him about what i have done and ask if its up to standard. he said one of it is ok.. so i roughly guess i know what he wants and he will help us color. but i cant so it all alone!! cuz the deadline is on the next day! and its ard 1am while we were all at the office arguing over these matters. contract..trust...money...work... all these factors contributing to the disaster.. but tziming she was on fever and she is so worried about her work at the other place. so she decided she dont want to work on it anymore.. so hw can i work alone and face ivan alone???? ling is there with me but.. she cant help me either~ she has to continue work in everyday design for some time.. i dont wanna bother her also.. there was one point i was thinking of workin on it alone.. and let htm go..but... i was very tired also..dont feel like facing ivan alone..so all of us stared into space..even though the deadline is on the next day.. thurs..afternoon but.. i guess when ivan's angry.. he blurted out if we cant produce on time.. we have to continue work on friday.......... so what about our work at other companies.. i think he thought we no need to sleep.. this guy ar.. u treat him good .. he treats u like a dog or something.. no need sleep no need eat..work 24 hrs to produce work.. i guess he is like that..no need to say liao..when tziming knows this thing might drag till friday.. its logical she cant.. she has to work there.. got deadline. mine still can.. but not responsible loh..so i still think if i were to work alone .. i might not even finish on friday..cuz of ivan's standard and demands are so high..duno if he can do it himself... realli.. buay tahan.. so after all the fighting silence staring arguing... ivan said : ok u all dont do .. and he walked out and call someone else.. so i decided to call my brother and ask him go to sleep.. cuz he is waiting to send me the files i brought wrong format.. but when i heard my mother;s voice.. i couldnt take it.. i cried .....................
haiz.. cried for a long time cant stop.. singing competition also didnt went in/freelance also gone..no money...sad.. then we sat outside near the office at citibank there and chatted loh..anyway no matter what also take cab liao.. so chat loh..for me is crying+chatting la.. so when it was time to go home.. i took a cab alone and then ling+htm took another cab.. i'm always the odd one out to stay in jurong.. felt sad to take alone, but i chatted with the taxi driver all the way back.. about taxi drivers being murdered.all those scary things and also why so many new companies of taxis.. then when i reached home.. i on my comp immediately.. cuz i want to chat with my hongkong friend to relieve my anger and disappointment.. but she is not online.. only to see ivan's MSN nick :"SCREWED!!!!!*$&*(#^*#&(*$&" .. was very sianz.. when i see this.. i tot he screwed us.. rich pple are liddat.. haiz..=_=
next day.. i woke up and dont even feel like opening my eyes.. too much has happened on wednesday. i decided to call my colleague and tell her i am delaying on more day.. so i stayed home on thursday.. but i went out to watch the terminal with ling in the evening.. and i was late for 45 minutes.. i guess in her heart she has already took a knife and killed me cuz she missed so much of the show..bad me.. i was so guilty that day.. haiz.. traffic jams and stuff..but i managed to seek help in downloading the movie..frm my hk friend.. i am so glad that i have known so many good friends frm fanclubs even though i haven seen them in real person~ there was once a member frm taiwan came to sg to tour and she called me on my phone~ the feeling is strange + woohoo! haha chatted a while then hang up le.. keke.. ling.. i was so sorry about thurs evening..>_< i wont do it again...
[ sorry people i wrote all these here because i want to write down my feelings..i'm not trying to bring back bad memories or what.. but i just need to express my feelings on my blog. ]
on friday i went back to asknlearn and one of the colleagues is leaving on that day.. she treated us to famous prata at pasir panjang for lunch and we all went.. the prata is very nice so many flavours.. like cheese, seafood, murturbak, tomato, banana, egg onion, a lot...... like indian pizza spree haha then we saw channel U's ah Ben filming his show for friday, shi2 zai4 hao3 chi1 then they filmed our table full of prata ahaha cuz we have a big group.. had a fun lunch that day~ but ate too much keke.. gals sometime we should visit any famous prata shop!! nice leh!
saturday i went to watch new police story with my mother in the afternoon keke, the show is surprising nice, didnt expect it to turn out that well with the effects and stunts stories emotions.. i just felt kind of touched that we ASIANS can produce such good quality movie~ we can fight with the hollywood le..! nice go JACKIE CHAN!
i called tziming, not to realise they are actually only across the street opposite us.. so they came over..we chatted. but tziming started to voice out her points and about ivan.. all the things..(she cried).. i didnt know what to do also.. sometimes issit she think too much? ivan is bad lar..i know...he is very VERY irritating also.. keep calling us.. to see the samples. but didnt tell us he needs to show the client.. i tot only he wants to seee.. in the end still blame us nv send to him.. maybe we are still amateur so didnt know alot of common knowledge in freelance.. send to him means need to show client ba.. dunno lar.. anyway all went back to ling;s office there.. to think ivan still thinks theres nothing happening or what.. still continue ask us to show him. then we some sort of force him to sign a contract with us.. as we are insecure. but he drew up a contract that isnt worth a signature.. he has the rights to reject our work if its not up to standard.. so what is the standard??? its the book;s standard.. so i started to ask him about what i have done and ask if its up to standard. he said one of it is ok.. so i roughly guess i know what he wants and he will help us color. but i cant so it all alone!! cuz the deadline is on the next day! and its ard 1am while we were all at the office arguing over these matters. contract..trust...money...work... all these factors contributing to the disaster.. but tziming she was on fever and she is so worried about her work at the other place. so she decided she dont want to work on it anymore.. so hw can i work alone and face ivan alone???? ling is there with me but.. she cant help me either~ she has to continue work in everyday design for some time.. i dont wanna bother her also.. there was one point i was thinking of workin on it alone.. and let htm go..but... i was very tired also..dont feel like facing ivan alone..so all of us stared into space..even though the deadline is on the next day.. thurs..afternoon but.. i guess when ivan's angry.. he blurted out if we cant produce on time.. we have to continue work on friday.......... so what about our work at other companies.. i think he thought we no need to sleep.. this guy ar.. u treat him good .. he treats u like a dog or something.. no need sleep no need eat..work 24 hrs to produce work.. i guess he is like that..no need to say liao..when tziming knows this thing might drag till friday.. its logical she cant.. she has to work there.. got deadline. mine still can.. but not responsible loh..so i still think if i were to work alone .. i might not even finish on friday..cuz of ivan's standard and demands are so high..duno if he can do it himself... realli.. buay tahan.. so after all the fighting silence staring arguing... ivan said : ok u all dont do .. and he walked out and call someone else.. so i decided to call my brother and ask him go to sleep.. cuz he is waiting to send me the files i brought wrong format.. but when i heard my mother;s voice.. i couldnt take it.. i cried .....................
haiz.. cried for a long time cant stop.. singing competition also didnt went in/freelance also gone..no money...sad.. then we sat outside near the office at citibank there and chatted loh..anyway no matter what also take cab liao.. so chat loh..for me is crying+chatting la.. so when it was time to go home.. i took a cab alone and then ling+htm took another cab.. i'm always the odd one out to stay in jurong.. felt sad to take alone, but i chatted with the taxi driver all the way back.. about taxi drivers being murdered.all those scary things and also why so many new companies of taxis.. then when i reached home.. i on my comp immediately.. cuz i want to chat with my hongkong friend to relieve my anger and disappointment.. but she is not online.. only to see ivan's MSN nick :"SCREWED!!!!!*$&*(#^*#&(*$&" .. was very sianz.. when i see this.. i tot he screwed us.. rich pple are liddat.. haiz..=_=
next day.. i woke up and dont even feel like opening my eyes.. too much has happened on wednesday. i decided to call my colleague and tell her i am delaying on more day.. so i stayed home on thursday.. but i went out to watch the terminal with ling in the evening.. and i was late for 45 minutes.. i guess in her heart she has already took a knife and killed me cuz she missed so much of the show..bad me.. i was so guilty that day.. haiz.. traffic jams and stuff..but i managed to seek help in downloading the movie..frm my hk friend.. i am so glad that i have known so many good friends frm fanclubs even though i haven seen them in real person~ there was once a member frm taiwan came to sg to tour and she called me on my phone~ the feeling is strange + woohoo! haha chatted a while then hang up le.. keke.. ling.. i was so sorry about thurs evening..>_< i wont do it again...
[ sorry people i wrote all these here because i want to write down my feelings..i'm not trying to bring back bad memories or what.. but i just need to express my feelings on my blog. ]
on friday i went back to asknlearn and one of the colleagues is leaving on that day.. she treated us to famous prata at pasir panjang for lunch and we all went.. the prata is very nice so many flavours.. like cheese, seafood, murturbak, tomato, banana, egg onion, a lot...... like indian pizza spree haha then we saw channel U's ah Ben filming his show for friday, shi2 zai4 hao3 chi1 then they filmed our table full of prata ahaha cuz we have a big group.. had a fun lunch that day~ but ate too much keke.. gals sometime we should visit any famous prata shop!! nice leh!
saturday i went to watch new police story with my mother in the afternoon keke, the show is surprising nice, didnt expect it to turn out that well with the effects and stunts stories emotions.. i just felt kind of touched that we ASIANS can produce such good quality movie~ we can fight with the hollywood le..! nice go JACKIE CHAN!
Wednesday, September 22, 2004
crazy girl!!!!
i slept till 9am this morning leh.. siaoz right.. buay tahan.. i love to sleep nowadays.. but managed to reach office at 9 40 kekeke
Tuesday, September 21, 2004
sleeping siao char bo..
i think i'm getting a disease of sleeping while watching tv or shows on computer... aiyo.... yesterday i think i slept from 10 plus while watching kang xi lai le.. till when i wake up its 8 in the morning... siaoz one leh...
sleep so much.. things haven do..aiyo....
sleep so much.. things haven do..aiyo....
Monday, September 20, 2004
NYP interview~( forgotten to add this)
hehe forget to mention this in the last entry(typed few minutes ago)
went to the interview on friday evening, as usual i didnt expect it to call me anymore.. cuz tan.c.k called me like maybe a month ago or what lar.. so long liao..LOL then i went the whole thing went fine~ i think i am more confident and comfortable with interviews now le, more myself and natural ba, seemed quite chatty this time, both of them are very friendly~!job scope basically is, ibuzz webbie,plasma screen maintanance, open house, banners ard the sch, some events mailers all under this department! not the PA office that does the corporate stuff, hehe this is interesting!
if i get in, will have a second formal interview with e directors keke, scary but,, i think t.c.k very cruel.. now its only me and meitian fighting for the post.. so sad.. if she get it i wont, if i get it she wont.. so sianz.. both ways also we not happie.. haiz, but i would be happy if she got it too! jiayou to both of us yay!
went to the interview on friday evening, as usual i didnt expect it to call me anymore.. cuz tan.c.k called me like maybe a month ago or what lar.. so long liao..LOL then i went the whole thing went fine~ i think i am more confident and comfortable with interviews now le, more myself and natural ba, seemed quite chatty this time, both of them are very friendly~!job scope basically is, ibuzz webbie,plasma screen maintanance, open house, banners ard the sch, some events mailers all under this department! not the PA office that does the corporate stuff, hehe this is interesting!
if i get in, will have a second formal interview with e directors keke, scary but,, i think t.c.k very cruel.. now its only me and meitian fighting for the post.. so sad.. if she get it i wont, if i get it she wont.. so sianz.. both ways also we not happie.. haiz, but i would be happy if she got it too! jiayou to both of us yay!
many many updates
hey readers, its been a long time since my lazy hands are willing to type another new entry about what is happening le~ guess i'm just tighted up and busy with life~<--- stupid excuse muahahahaa
ok lar..things in office @ asknlearn is going fine. i might extend working here for a week or what cuz somemore things came up for me to do.. and they just gave me today.. website CSS haven finish haha but its already launched. did so much technical admendments to the website that i can memorize almost all the pages...*_*
http://www.asknlearn.com <---- can take a look if u all want to .. by mine u all, its not designed by me.. i have been adjusting the layout/css/frames/pages/colours/content/solving problems for a month le... and guess what.. its designed by an attachment student frm NYP..our junior.. her HTML =_=... power bang bang.. that i want to strangle her LOL
ok... since last last week many things have changed in my life.. i became happier, more clear about what i wanted all along, nt afraid to pursue nor to admit. as all of u know my passion is in singing..and i joined the singing competition with lixuan @ muchuan going to have the first round on 29th sept.. kinda nervous.. have been at chinatown's KBOX past 2 saturdays there singing and practicing with lixuan. Klunch is worth is cuz we over shot everytime by one or 2 hrs.. which is so worth it... haha gonna sing nu ren shuo by amei..hope that we wont freak out on the actual day..
and last wednesday is my birthday! and went to chinatown to meet lixuan,qing,shunling,meitian to celebrate/gathering.. so glad to see them after so long~ and we ate at the open air road stalls near the 2nd level market.. its a different experience sia, nice place, peanut paste is nice ~~~~~ i love it.. we got a lot of food and amazingly we ate them all..prawn noodles,rojak,char kway tiao, wan ton mee, ...forget liao haha but very nice to meet them all~:DDD
after that guess what!? we went to mu chuan to cut the cake and enjoy the ambience..listen to the singers sing... so soothing...but before i entered there...i am so so so reluctant to be going to cut the cake there cuz... mu chuan so small.. if they sing song for me or cut cake..everybody lookin... so embarrasing.. aiyo... but inthe end also cut le lar.. listened right up till 11pm so shiok.. that singing guy called leon even recognised me and lixuan as the contestants for the singing comp.. but i didnt remember him as the one that gave us the form the other day when we got down... but lixuan said its him..! so its kinda surprising hahaa.. then we got to know the lady singer, smalled size, soothing voice , friendly girl , Li Lian whom chatted with us all the way from toliet to MRT station haha about singing, muchuan, competiton, audition, about who are we and stuff ! cool huh! and after i talked to her.. i have my mind set! i am going to join the audition as well! to be one of muchuan singers is my dream, now theres a chance why not try?? even i dont get in, i get the experience~ its good experience as i can say , free audience, free practice stage! haha
i got new mascara and foundation / a new bracelet for my mama b dae from perlini silver and used the HMV vouchers that they gave me as present with a sling bag haha using it now.. the vouchers i used it to buy liang jing ru new album and a SHE vcd hehe.. got a free poster from HMV.~ actually got all these after the KTV session last sat.. lixuan company me go buy one..~ so i companied her to walk ard the mooncake exhibition centre of taka there hahaa, ate a lot of testers~ woohoo!
then sunday i went to jurong east with my mama, long time nv go out with her le.. hehe got 2 new underwear haha at CK bai huo lol, so cheap.. one for 1 dollar so i bought one to try.. one somemore got a monkey character at the back of the underwear LOL and also my mum got 2 new tops, she like v much hehe, and ate at KFC, both of us shared an ultimate chicken meal~~ woohoo! nice afternoon~
then at night we went to wedding dinner of my grandmother's brother's son (jiu4 gong1's son)... make uped.. and also wear nice nice, go ate a lousy meal.. not delicious one..... ate till v late somemore... but the wedding soveniur is a little wedding bell, lol i got 3~!
then now i am here typing away in office LOL going to knock off le!!! competition is coming i am so excited and freaked out!
ok lar..things in office @ asknlearn is going fine. i might extend working here for a week or what cuz somemore things came up for me to do.. and they just gave me today.. website CSS haven finish haha but its already launched. did so much technical admendments to the website that i can memorize almost all the pages...*_*
http://www.asknlearn.com <---- can take a look if u all want to .. by mine u all, its not designed by me.. i have been adjusting the layout/css/frames/pages/colours/content/solving problems for a month le... and guess what.. its designed by an attachment student frm NYP..our junior.. her HTML =_=... power bang bang.. that i want to strangle her LOL
ok... since last last week many things have changed in my life.. i became happier, more clear about what i wanted all along, nt afraid to pursue nor to admit. as all of u know my passion is in singing..and i joined the singing competition with lixuan @ muchuan going to have the first round on 29th sept.. kinda nervous.. have been at chinatown's KBOX past 2 saturdays there singing and practicing with lixuan. Klunch is worth is cuz we over shot everytime by one or 2 hrs.. which is so worth it... haha gonna sing nu ren shuo by amei..hope that we wont freak out on the actual day..
and last wednesday is my birthday! and went to chinatown to meet lixuan,qing,shunling,meitian to celebrate/gathering.. so glad to see them after so long~ and we ate at the open air road stalls near the 2nd level market.. its a different experience sia, nice place, peanut paste is nice ~~~~~ i love it.. we got a lot of food and amazingly we ate them all..prawn noodles,rojak,char kway tiao, wan ton mee, ...forget liao haha but very nice to meet them all~:DDD
after that guess what!? we went to mu chuan to cut the cake and enjoy the ambience..listen to the singers sing... so soothing...but before i entered there...i am so so so reluctant to be going to cut the cake there cuz... mu chuan so small.. if they sing song for me or cut cake..everybody lookin... so embarrasing.. aiyo... but inthe end also cut le lar.. listened right up till 11pm so shiok.. that singing guy called leon even recognised me and lixuan as the contestants for the singing comp.. but i didnt remember him as the one that gave us the form the other day when we got down... but lixuan said its him..! so its kinda surprising hahaa.. then we got to know the lady singer, smalled size, soothing voice , friendly girl , Li Lian whom chatted with us all the way from toliet to MRT station haha about singing, muchuan, competiton, audition, about who are we and stuff ! cool huh! and after i talked to her.. i have my mind set! i am going to join the audition as well! to be one of muchuan singers is my dream, now theres a chance why not try?? even i dont get in, i get the experience~ its good experience as i can say , free audience, free practice stage! haha
i got new mascara and foundation / a new bracelet for my mama b dae from perlini silver and used the HMV vouchers that they gave me as present with a sling bag haha using it now.. the vouchers i used it to buy liang jing ru new album and a SHE vcd hehe.. got a free poster from HMV.~ actually got all these after the KTV session last sat.. lixuan company me go buy one..~ so i companied her to walk ard the mooncake exhibition centre of taka there hahaa, ate a lot of testers~ woohoo!
then sunday i went to jurong east with my mama, long time nv go out with her le.. hehe got 2 new underwear haha at CK bai huo lol, so cheap.. one for 1 dollar so i bought one to try.. one somemore got a monkey character at the back of the underwear LOL and also my mum got 2 new tops, she like v much hehe, and ate at KFC, both of us shared an ultimate chicken meal~~ woohoo! nice afternoon~
then at night we went to wedding dinner of my grandmother's brother's son (jiu4 gong1's son)... make uped.. and also wear nice nice, go ate a lousy meal.. not delicious one..... ate till v late somemore... but the wedding soveniur is a little wedding bell, lol i got 3~!
then now i am here typing away in office LOL going to knock off le!!! competition is coming i am so excited and freaked out!
Wednesday, September 15, 2004
today is my birthday!
hIp hip hurray! happy birthday to me :D today going to mu4 chuan2 with lixuan meitian ling qing and chenfu keke hope it will be super fun!
Thursday, September 09, 2004
Bread for the day~
I made lunch different today~ instead of eating mixed rice or those canteen food everyday.. i made simple tuna sandwiches today!!! its kinda interesting, but i made one piece with condensed milk also haha sweet sweet one.~~~~~~~
today i gonna go down to yolk design for interview also, kinda of a inhouse freelance ba, heard from qq~ inhouse freelance i like it better than at home freelance, cuz also more stable :D ~ working till 4 pm today and rush down to tanjong pagar, keke
i hav been feeling great this week, maybe i am workin temp and also relaxing at home quite happy la , even bought 2 magazines with yuan chang on the cover at kino.. spend almost 20 dollars.. but i felt good when i bought them, cuz i deserve somethings i like after stucked at home for so long and haven been shopping for anything.. just 2 magazines ba, so haha kai1 xin1 jiu4 hao2, shiok then ok liao lar,
but still a bit worried if i cant find a perm job and start after this, i will go back to square one. u know square?? just square square la, k la enuff of crapping hehe
ps. just ate one piece of tuna bread yummy!
today i gonna go down to yolk design for interview also, kinda of a inhouse freelance ba, heard from qq~ inhouse freelance i like it better than at home freelance, cuz also more stable :D ~ working till 4 pm today and rush down to tanjong pagar, keke
i hav been feeling great this week, maybe i am workin temp and also relaxing at home quite happy la , even bought 2 magazines with yuan chang on the cover at kino.. spend almost 20 dollars.. but i felt good when i bought them, cuz i deserve somethings i like after stucked at home for so long and haven been shopping for anything.. just 2 magazines ba, so haha kai1 xin1 jiu4 hao2, shiok then ok liao lar,
but still a bit worried if i cant find a perm job and start after this, i will go back to square one. u know square?? just square square la, k la enuff of crapping hehe
ps. just ate one piece of tuna bread yummy!
Friday, September 03, 2004
Happenings past few days - OK LA
I have started working at AsknLearn le, now friday is the fifth day~ time flies~ and also ITS FRIDAY! YAY!
Monday:
Went to Asknlearn~ first day of work, i took bus there but only vaguely know wheres the place, so after i alighted, i walked inside the industrial area, and lucky i SAW the SIGN blk 20 pointing towards the road that leads very inside. SO i started to walk inside, then walk walk walk still haven reach 20, its actually kinda far la, i think a little further than walking from blk L to Business canteen in school :P (when late or rain v jialat)haha, but first day went well, started helping them editing their website all the problems blah blah, then got to know this girl named stephanie. ard our age one also just graduated from NP, so haha got pple company, not bad.~
Tuesday:
Went to work as usual loh~then this time more used to the environment. But today got a guy bring a new staff JUliana come ard the rooms and introduce, haha then she is kind of jinny's style, use very bold colours dressing cool~ and also she is indonesian chinese mix malaysian ~ then actually in the end realised that both stephanie and juliana are poly classmates hahaa they so good can work together. ok la then work ended i went straight to city hall to meet fion chenfu and the freelance person Kelvin. Then we are supposed to do a Chinese website for a company, kind of corporate with style kind, scope not big. This proj is gonna be shared between me and fion~ keke
i thinking my luck is changing after i started the teaching job hahaa now working temp, then got a freelance~XD
So we decided to hand the mockup on sunday to kelvin, and gonna meet fion on friday. hope everything goes well.
Wednesday:
today go to work and did almost the same things haha, but like it here even though msn is prohibited hahaa~ then today got to know more about juliana and stephanie even though juliana didnt come. went to lunch alone with stephanie cuz the others they went outside in cars i think. So we chatted quite a lot loh~ then found out that she is from johor and now same as Tziming~ haha living here in rented flats but kind of okay~ only thing unique is stephanie didnt study chinese before, the language she knows is malay, but she speaks chinese haha so those stalls that write the menu in chinese she ask me read haha~ kind of unique~ maybe she went to malay school back then but tziming went to chinese school~ then got to know and confirm that stephanie's classmate in poly( they study business - specialise in tourism), which is called DAVE now is my sec sch same class de classmate hahaha SINGAPORE too small, too qiao2. DAVE = Kailin even though not very closed with kailin but of cuz still know who is he la, and also i 3 yrs nv see him after grad leh, we are all linked, no wonder got friendster or multiply all these websites coming up.
then after work, i gave my promise and went down to PLAYWORKS again for an interview. last time they interview me for graphics designer and they asked me to do 3 pages mockup for magazine layout, some kind of test... then after tt no replies. BUT suddenly the other guy called me again and asked me whether interested in Web designer post. i just feel kinda weird to have 2 different interviews in the same company and also the company not big.... its small loh... i go in then the other guy said hello to me.. feel extremely weird... dunno why. and also the environment very game la, cuz game magazine company.. got this giant sized lara croft and also the pple there all GUYS,then i go in ALL stare at me like i'm a freak or what... go there work no jie3 mei4 one hahaa unless got gays<-- shunling told me one hahaa and this time this guy named herman, he asked me to do a flash banner mockup to show him. he got ask me to do on the spot leh..wah lao..i dont understand i do portfolio for what, to show my capability right? and also my website?? this company conservatively two times ask me do mockup, i dont even know whether they are cheating free layout from interviews or are really want to hire... but i told him ok la. then he send me the files like...12 midnight or what..so late i din do.. go to slp le la..
Thursday:
Wake up already go to work ma.. today got chat more with juliana and stephanie~ they kinda easy to get along cool~ haha then lunch the colleagues decided to order japanese pizza from OISHI or something. i got the number~ haha its nice i paid 6 bucks and ate 3 big big pieces got jap curry chicken, roast unagi or what la got 4 big pizzas in front of us haha. FULL and contented~ and i drank a cup of weird tasting 100plus from the vending machine. threw it away after a few mouthfuls haha~ then when we are going to knock off, the colleagues were talking about Creative warehouse sales, they got brouchures so i was looking and i saw this 9 dollars webcam, haha so i asked them to buy for me yay! so cheap
today gonna meet up chenfu,lixuan,shunling,htm for movie keke cinderella story, it was fun anyway~ the show was OK la not tt great but we had mos burger in the theatre. and after the show we went to the carrefour sales thingy at PS in the middle there got a lot of stuff to explore, so we shopped till ard 1030 hahaa got some friends of ED books only 5 dollars. but i didnt get the books were all messed up! we shopped those more auntie things like i bought a big netted container to put dirty clothes one haha kinda cool~ only 2 dollars, also bought a combination lock can set password one at 1 dollar, and also a multi plug ( cha1 tou2 ) at 2 dollars, and a pack of cute designed pencils haha those kiddish one la, we bought cuz cute, but next time i could give to my niece or what~ so ke3 ai4 haha cool~ huh..
so i am still thinking at this time whether to do the mockup for playworks. cuz haven do. then hor tonight still got to do a mockup for the freelance cuz tmr meeting fion for discussion hahaa. then in the end after some consideration, i took htm's advice.. i do for them get the offer will i still wanna work there?? no leh too many guys i dont like.. and ask me do for free.. so in the end the first thing i went back home was to EMAIL them. i told them i not interested to do le. still got an sms from herman ask me whether am i done ==_==.. then i ask him go check his email hahahhaa.
but actually before i send the message back to herman, i got recieve an email from Yolk's design, cool, they said they saw my webbie and think its cool~ and wanna me go down for a chat and maybe i can work for them. hehe my luck changing~ the yolk company website kinda cool~ hehe i replied them say i interested le keke wait for reply ba~ :D
then after i send the email back to playwks i actually felt very relieved. i think i've made the right choice. glad tt now i am more happy again. XD
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Actually, after i came home from the movie before i do anything, my brother just found out that our hamster named JACKY is officially DEAD... kinda sad actually but not as sad as tt time when my hamster died. cuz i think i cannot take death very professionally so i purposely dont really care about jacky, so for quite a long long time i didnt feed him or what, so i wont get attached to it la, but still got a little cuz its been with us for 2 yrs and 6 months leh.. i can conclude it is dying of OLD age cuz previous few months it has not been able to climb the fence anymore .. keep falling.. cuz legs not strength.. ya.. then we threw it away...goodbye jacky~
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Friday:
writing blog now in office hahaaa wrote for quite a while liao kekekeke
think i'm gonna blog weekly, dont say my blog become longer.. actually its a compiled entry for the week~ haha really ma~ so be patient for the next one~ thanks for reading suck a long page ~:P ok got to start work le~ tata
Monday:
Went to Asknlearn~ first day of work, i took bus there but only vaguely know wheres the place, so after i alighted, i walked inside the industrial area, and lucky i SAW the SIGN blk 20 pointing towards the road that leads very inside. SO i started to walk inside, then walk walk walk still haven reach 20, its actually kinda far la, i think a little further than walking from blk L to Business canteen in school :P (when late or rain v jialat)haha, but first day went well, started helping them editing their website all the problems blah blah, then got to know this girl named stephanie. ard our age one also just graduated from NP, so haha got pple company, not bad.~
Tuesday:
Went to work as usual loh~then this time more used to the environment. But today got a guy bring a new staff JUliana come ard the rooms and introduce, haha then she is kind of jinny's style, use very bold colours dressing cool~ and also she is indonesian chinese mix malaysian ~ then actually in the end realised that both stephanie and juliana are poly classmates hahaa they so good can work together. ok la then work ended i went straight to city hall to meet fion chenfu and the freelance person Kelvin. Then we are supposed to do a Chinese website for a company, kind of corporate with style kind, scope not big. This proj is gonna be shared between me and fion~ keke
i thinking my luck is changing after i started the teaching job hahaa now working temp, then got a freelance~XD
So we decided to hand the mockup on sunday to kelvin, and gonna meet fion on friday. hope everything goes well.
Wednesday:
today go to work and did almost the same things haha, but like it here even though msn is prohibited hahaa~ then today got to know more about juliana and stephanie even though juliana didnt come. went to lunch alone with stephanie cuz the others they went outside in cars i think. So we chatted quite a lot loh~ then found out that she is from johor and now same as Tziming~ haha living here in rented flats but kind of okay~ only thing unique is stephanie didnt study chinese before, the language she knows is malay, but she speaks chinese haha so those stalls that write the menu in chinese she ask me read haha~ kind of unique~ maybe she went to malay school back then but tziming went to chinese school~ then got to know and confirm that stephanie's classmate in poly( they study business - specialise in tourism), which is called DAVE now is my sec sch same class de classmate hahaha SINGAPORE too small, too qiao2. DAVE = Kailin even though not very closed with kailin but of cuz still know who is he la, and also i 3 yrs nv see him after grad leh, we are all linked, no wonder got friendster or multiply all these websites coming up.
then after work, i gave my promise and went down to PLAYWORKS again for an interview. last time they interview me for graphics designer and they asked me to do 3 pages mockup for magazine layout, some kind of test... then after tt no replies. BUT suddenly the other guy called me again and asked me whether interested in Web designer post. i just feel kinda weird to have 2 different interviews in the same company and also the company not big.... its small loh... i go in then the other guy said hello to me.. feel extremely weird... dunno why. and also the environment very game la, cuz game magazine company.. got this giant sized lara croft and also the pple there all GUYS,then i go in ALL stare at me like i'm a freak or what... go there work no jie3 mei4 one hahaa unless got gays<-- shunling told me one hahaa and this time this guy named herman, he asked me to do a flash banner mockup to show him. he got ask me to do on the spot leh..wah lao..i dont understand i do portfolio for what, to show my capability right? and also my website?? this company conservatively two times ask me do mockup, i dont even know whether they are cheating free layout from interviews or are really want to hire... but i told him ok la. then he send me the files like...12 midnight or what..so late i din do.. go to slp le la..
Thursday:
Wake up already go to work ma.. today got chat more with juliana and stephanie~ they kinda easy to get along cool~ haha then lunch the colleagues decided to order japanese pizza from OISHI or something. i got the number~ haha its nice i paid 6 bucks and ate 3 big big pieces got jap curry chicken, roast unagi or what la got 4 big pizzas in front of us haha. FULL and contented~ and i drank a cup of weird tasting 100plus from the vending machine. threw it away after a few mouthfuls haha~ then when we are going to knock off, the colleagues were talking about Creative warehouse sales, they got brouchures so i was looking and i saw this 9 dollars webcam, haha so i asked them to buy for me yay! so cheap
today gonna meet up chenfu,lixuan,shunling,htm for movie keke cinderella story, it was fun anyway~ the show was OK la not tt great but we had mos burger in the theatre. and after the show we went to the carrefour sales thingy at PS in the middle there got a lot of stuff to explore, so we shopped till ard 1030 hahaa got some friends of ED books only 5 dollars. but i didnt get the books were all messed up! we shopped those more auntie things like i bought a big netted container to put dirty clothes one haha kinda cool~ only 2 dollars, also bought a combination lock can set password one at 1 dollar, and also a multi plug ( cha1 tou2 ) at 2 dollars, and a pack of cute designed pencils haha those kiddish one la, we bought cuz cute, but next time i could give to my niece or what~ so ke3 ai4 haha cool~ huh..
so i am still thinking at this time whether to do the mockup for playworks. cuz haven do. then hor tonight still got to do a mockup for the freelance cuz tmr meeting fion for discussion hahaa. then in the end after some consideration, i took htm's advice.. i do for them get the offer will i still wanna work there?? no leh too many guys i dont like.. and ask me do for free.. so in the end the first thing i went back home was to EMAIL them. i told them i not interested to do le. still got an sms from herman ask me whether am i done ==_==.. then i ask him go check his email hahahhaa.
but actually before i send the message back to herman, i got recieve an email from Yolk's design, cool, they said they saw my webbie and think its cool~ and wanna me go down for a chat and maybe i can work for them. hehe my luck changing~ the yolk company website kinda cool~ hehe i replied them say i interested le keke wait for reply ba~ :D
then after i send the email back to playwks i actually felt very relieved. i think i've made the right choice. glad tt now i am more happy again. XD
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Actually, after i came home from the movie before i do anything, my brother just found out that our hamster named JACKY is officially DEAD... kinda sad actually but not as sad as tt time when my hamster died. cuz i think i cannot take death very professionally so i purposely dont really care about jacky, so for quite a long long time i didnt feed him or what, so i wont get attached to it la, but still got a little cuz its been with us for 2 yrs and 6 months leh.. i can conclude it is dying of OLD age cuz previous few months it has not been able to climb the fence anymore .. keep falling.. cuz legs not strength.. ya.. then we threw it away...goodbye jacky~
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Friday:
writing blog now in office hahaaa wrote for quite a while liao kekekeke
think i'm gonna blog weekly, dont say my blog become longer.. actually its a compiled entry for the week~ haha really ma~ so be patient for the next one~ thanks for reading suck a long page ~:P ok got to start work le~ tata
Tuesday, August 31, 2004
Freakin FUN!!!!
long time no blog, this is gonna be a super long entry lo~
well this weekend is damn fun man, before the start of my temp job, i play till fullest, but actually everything is coincidencial la, just happen my friends got free tickets for the concert ZPOP, then got so many idols i like going leh -- hahahaa
I like the feeling of this kind of concert cuz its very taiwan, free standing even though its squeezy but its very fun, its actually the more healthy kind of clubbing :P cuz we are not drinking or smoking, but just stand there and HIGH with the music, the idols~ this time i saw a lot of them was very happy ...... saw F.I.R, Linda, 阿爆&Brandy, 張智成, Energy, 南拳媽媽, 任賢齊, 張韶涵, 陳司翰, stella黃湘怡, 黃義達, 林俊傑 and also some china artiste and .. that sun ho..=_= (sorry if you are sun ho supporter), okay i admit i dont like her BUT that night u pple wont guess what happened..
whenever its her turn to come out... light sticks are flying from the back towards the stage. so it became raining light sticks. CUZ i was quite at the front leh, so its very scary! i used the fan and protect my head.. then got once when i was very HIGh the stick fell on my head i think, but i no reaction hahaaha maybe too high liao cuz it was FIR time keke, then actually when sun ho arrived it was also the time that president S.R Nadan arrival time to present president challenge awards to all those idols that are involved in this show. (cuz charity). so actually this time the raining light sticks started, haha we were all very scared the sticks end up on president's head hahaahhahaa then headlines liao la, I FEEL THAT EVEN THOUGH I DONT LIKE SUN HO, I STILL WONT DO THIS KIND OF THINGS LOH, its too over broad le.... if u dont like an artiste.. u just dont listen to her or him loh.. no need to do this kind of things ma.... very the.... =_= ok then that night... so LUCKY the tickets my friend gave me and i passed 5 to my bro and that ticket my bro holding, won the lucky draw, so now i got a new handphone, but u all dont think its anything great la, its a new korean brand called PANTECH, nobody heard b4 one, haha looks like samsung small flip phone, so i decided to use it since my bro dont want keke my phone model is G200. cannot take pic, but sound not bad
then on sunday, just nice A Mei is in town today, kinda excited to see her, its kinda long time liao... okay she is here because she is Taiwan Tour Embassidor(duno how to spell, but can understand la hor) 台灣觀光大使, so shes here to promote taiwan, the event is at ngee ann city civic plaza, in case if u all passed by today, u all see alot of pple wearing red, one of them is me hahaahaa and those noises we made when we saw amei, its WOW..~ lol so as u can see la, now i am voiceless after 2 days of over usage lol, just now i went to the online KTV then realise i cannot project high notes, nothing come out hahaa must rest the voice liao ~ but amei today still v good to us la, she only come for a few hours then leaving le, but after she went downstage, we were all at backstage the fence there, then she came down to talk to us, like chit chat a bit, shake hands will all of us, let us take photos of her haha, then ask us whether we heard her new song already?? something like that. then time for her to go, we said goodbye and once again touch amei hands as she walked by to her car, then 881~~~ the event ended
Oh and actually just now that Big communications guy emailed me to ask me go help then with a project for 2 months. and ask me go to their office tmr morning at 9.30am... i was thinking siao guy loh, last min email pple ask pple go, and also not confirm hire me, i already going to start my temp tmr le... where got time to go.... and also ..he emphasized that the big ego guy is not part of the company (cuz i think he over heard me on the phone complaining about that guy on that day) and he can be nice if u know him hahahahaha i was laughing at the mail ... so funny, and after consideration i decided not to take up the offer cuz
1) i dont think i can take it, with that kind of pple there ( that guy
2) the place is kinda ulu even though its near but its hard to get to
3) its a motion graphics company, i dont think i can handle that.. they are doing some kind of tv thingy, got those 3d characters kinda thing.. cheem
enough reasons why i shouldnt go hor... so now i think i go rest for tmr's first day at temp job @ asknlearn le...
ps :P... i think this is the super duper long blog entry i have ever written haha i hope u all wont fall asleep readin keke...... wish everyone good luck~~
well this weekend is damn fun man, before the start of my temp job, i play till fullest, but actually everything is coincidencial la, just happen my friends got free tickets for the concert ZPOP, then got so many idols i like going leh -- hahahaa
I like the feeling of this kind of concert cuz its very taiwan, free standing even though its squeezy but its very fun, its actually the more healthy kind of clubbing :P cuz we are not drinking or smoking, but just stand there and HIGH with the music, the idols~ this time i saw a lot of them was very happy ...... saw F.I.R, Linda, 阿爆&Brandy, 張智成, Energy, 南拳媽媽, 任賢齊, 張韶涵, 陳司翰, stella黃湘怡, 黃義達, 林俊傑 and also some china artiste and .. that sun ho..=_= (sorry if you are sun ho supporter), okay i admit i dont like her BUT that night u pple wont guess what happened..
whenever its her turn to come out... light sticks are flying from the back towards the stage. so it became raining light sticks. CUZ i was quite at the front leh, so its very scary! i used the fan and protect my head.. then got once when i was very HIGh the stick fell on my head i think, but i no reaction hahaaha maybe too high liao cuz it was FIR time keke, then actually when sun ho arrived it was also the time that president S.R Nadan arrival time to present president challenge awards to all those idols that are involved in this show. (cuz charity). so actually this time the raining light sticks started, haha we were all very scared the sticks end up on president's head hahaahhahaa then headlines liao la, I FEEL THAT EVEN THOUGH I DONT LIKE SUN HO, I STILL WONT DO THIS KIND OF THINGS LOH, its too over broad le.... if u dont like an artiste.. u just dont listen to her or him loh.. no need to do this kind of things ma.... very the.... =_= ok then that night... so LUCKY the tickets my friend gave me and i passed 5 to my bro and that ticket my bro holding, won the lucky draw, so now i got a new handphone, but u all dont think its anything great la, its a new korean brand called PANTECH, nobody heard b4 one, haha looks like samsung small flip phone, so i decided to use it since my bro dont want keke my phone model is G200. cannot take pic, but sound not bad
then on sunday, just nice A Mei is in town today, kinda excited to see her, its kinda long time liao... okay she is here because she is Taiwan Tour Embassidor(duno how to spell, but can understand la hor) 台灣觀光大使, so shes here to promote taiwan, the event is at ngee ann city civic plaza, in case if u all passed by today, u all see alot of pple wearing red, one of them is me hahaahaa and those noises we made when we saw amei, its WOW..~ lol so as u can see la, now i am voiceless after 2 days of over usage lol, just now i went to the online KTV then realise i cannot project high notes, nothing come out hahaa must rest the voice liao ~ but amei today still v good to us la, she only come for a few hours then leaving le, but after she went downstage, we were all at backstage the fence there, then she came down to talk to us, like chit chat a bit, shake hands will all of us, let us take photos of her haha, then ask us whether we heard her new song already?? something like that. then time for her to go, we said goodbye and once again touch amei hands as she walked by to her car, then 881~~~ the event ended
Oh and actually just now that Big communications guy emailed me to ask me go help then with a project for 2 months. and ask me go to their office tmr morning at 9.30am... i was thinking siao guy loh, last min email pple ask pple go, and also not confirm hire me, i already going to start my temp tmr le... where got time to go.... and also ..he emphasized that the big ego guy is not part of the company (cuz i think he over heard me on the phone complaining about that guy on that day) and he can be nice if u know him hahahahaha i was laughing at the mail ... so funny, and after consideration i decided not to take up the offer cuz
1) i dont think i can take it, with that kind of pple there ( that guy
2) the place is kinda ulu even though its near but its hard to get to
3) its a motion graphics company, i dont think i can handle that.. they are doing some kind of tv thingy, got those 3d characters kinda thing.. cheem
enough reasons why i shouldnt go hor... so now i think i go rest for tmr's first day at temp job @ asknlearn le...
ps :P... i think this is the super duper long blog entry i have ever written haha i hope u all wont fall asleep readin keke...... wish everyone good luck~~
Monday, August 23, 2004
~once in a lifetime~ teaching
guess what??! the temp job for 3 days really makes me feel alert, can u all imagine students greeting me MISS WU??? feels weird when they greet me. muahahahaa, this temp job just suddenly piak to me and i got to stand in for IT classes for sec sch. for this case, i am working in commonwealth secondary(very near my place hiak hiak~), then this is my first day, and one shot! i got 3 classes hahaha, tmr i got 2 hehe__ kinda interesting job hahahahaa, nv imagined myself to be teacher, candy=teacher=100%weird LOL
Thursday, August 19, 2004
in my own world ~
i find that these few days i have been busy watching shows that i downloaded and also playing games on the Game boy advanced emulator. kinda contented.. but i didnt get the 2 temp jobs, both are snatched away by quicker pple.
but surprisingly i got a call from my lecturer, Mr tan ck., he asked me whether i am interested in working at NYP, as NYP PA means the main office there hiring web designer. lol i have never thought that i would work in school, but since i have nothing left now.. why not??? so i told him i would like to try for the interview. So now what? wait for NYP to call me. kinda nervous for this one..... i think got to wear more formal... if i get it then i will work in NYP dont care liao hahahaahahahahahah again, i only have 50 % confidence and 50% luck here, cuz i have failed many times.. so i dont want to give anything high hopes, cuz i am scared i will get hurt again. so i wish myself best of luck then.
Hey ling i haven recieve the photos for kbox leh, see this then send me k?? and the videos.. hehee cuz they are funny. i want to keep them ~~ :p
but surprisingly i got a call from my lecturer, Mr tan ck., he asked me whether i am interested in working at NYP, as NYP PA means the main office there hiring web designer. lol i have never thought that i would work in school, but since i have nothing left now.. why not??? so i told him i would like to try for the interview. So now what? wait for NYP to call me. kinda nervous for this one..... i think got to wear more formal... if i get it then i will work in NYP dont care liao hahahaahahahahahah again, i only have 50 % confidence and 50% luck here, cuz i have failed many times.. so i dont want to give anything high hopes, cuz i am scared i will get hurt again. so i wish myself best of luck then.
Hey ling i haven recieve the photos for kbox leh, see this then send me k?? and the videos.. hehee cuz they are funny. i want to keep them ~~ :p
Tuesday, August 17, 2004
UBI trip tmr = ="
tmr i will be going to UBI for an interview.. well i've always been very bad with directions in the EAST area.. keke but tmr got to go there, and this is a good opportunity leh~ i hope i will get it ^^. if i get it then i will be near tziming work place but far from my house ahhaaha but its still alright than pasir ris XD
this job kinda more on print :p
hehe excited hahaaaaaaaaa
and i think today quite funnie also, i recieved a call at 12 pm ask me go interview at 3 pm today, which is very rushed hahaa then i got the address and stuff then i said i will call them back to tell them whether i interested to go(cuz the company is not design house.. will be a manufacturing line thingy), kekekeke but when i next wake up~ its 3pm!! hahahaaa and i called back but i forget that person's name hahaaah then i didnt tell them i not going. lol kinda stupid incident. :P
this job kinda more on print :p
hehe excited hahaaaaaaaaa
and i think today quite funnie also, i recieved a call at 12 pm ask me go interview at 3 pm today, which is very rushed hahaa then i got the address and stuff then i said i will call them back to tell them whether i interested to go(cuz the company is not design house.. will be a manufacturing line thingy), kekekeke but when i next wake up~ its 3pm!! hahahaaa and i called back but i forget that person's name hahaaah then i didnt tell them i not going. lol kinda stupid incident. :P
Sunday, August 15, 2004
Typical Sunday~
its a typical sunday~ or shall i say boring?? hmm.. woke up at 2 plus in the afternoon, didnt hear my alarm clock blasting... think i'm too tired, cuz yesterday night i sang again, but this time online!! yahoo messenger has some preset chatrooms, some are ktv chatrooms, so u can go in queue and sing!! quite cool huh~ free of charge !~ hahaa but only bad thing is the stupid irritating messages that u will get... arent those guys too desperate for "s*x"?
and today i didnt do much just mingle ard at home, walk ard freely for nutting haha. watched some shows on tv and now~~~ i am planning to start playing pokemon yellow version again !!! heheehehe
oh ya remembered tat i saw my friend meitian playing with her new tamagochi, so cute~~ i swear that i will get one when i start working XD !!
hahaa and also will join my friends in jazz dance when i can.., so envious of them now
think i'm really down in luck .. for almost from may.. went to so many stupid interviews and met many ridiculous pple.. haiz sometimes i will feel that is it i am not good enough?? i dont get the jobs... then will be depressed.. cuz my mum keep thinking i am lazing at home doing nothing... and not wanting to work.. but if i started to work for 2 or 3 months sales girl or what.. it is hard to bounce back to designer job right.. how to bluff in an interview???
i think i should go to the temple to bai bai liao.. change a little luck.. or maybe i should go to suan4 ming4 算命??
and today i didnt do much just mingle ard at home, walk ard freely for nutting haha. watched some shows on tv and now~~~ i am planning to start playing pokemon yellow version again !!! heheehehe
oh ya remembered tat i saw my friend meitian playing with her new tamagochi, so cute~~ i swear that i will get one when i start working XD !!
hahaa and also will join my friends in jazz dance when i can.., so envious of them now
think i'm really down in luck .. for almost from may.. went to so many stupid interviews and met many ridiculous pple.. haiz sometimes i will feel that is it i am not good enough?? i dont get the jobs... then will be depressed.. cuz my mum keep thinking i am lazing at home doing nothing... and not wanting to work.. but if i started to work for 2 or 3 months sales girl or what.. it is hard to bounce back to designer job right.. how to bluff in an interview???
i think i should go to the temple to bai bai liao.. change a little luck.. or maybe i should go to suan4 ming4 算命??
Saturday, August 14, 2004
8HRS @ KBOX aug 13th XD
8 hrs can you believe it? !! it was damn HIGH yesterday even though i dunno what are we highing about hahaahah, really fun and i enjoyed to the fullest! keke it was kinda slow at the beginning where we sang in concentration, but i think that only lasted 3 hrs then after that it was mad till 3am ahahahaha , we replayed the act of titanic and also even imitated William Hung , keke so fun hahaahaha will PO some pictures up soon hehehehehehe
Oh ya, we even stood in the middle of the road to take photo hahaaha, first time sia, cuz there was no cars , only waiting taxis behind us.. haha i guess the taxi drivers are all having this reaction "=_=" when they see us posing in the middle of the road wahaha XD
Oh ya, we even stood in the middle of the road to take photo hahaaha, first time sia, cuz there was no cars , only waiting taxis behind us.. haha i guess the taxi drivers are all having this reaction "=_=" when they see us posing in the middle of the road wahaha XD
Friday, August 13, 2004
KTV tonite!!!! so excited!!
oh my, i am so excited man.!!! tonight going sing my hearts out kekeke and first time so many pple go leh! and they coming jurong! so good, next time will repay them by going to hougang or their place there one! hahaaa
:P
gonna wear warm, freezing inside hahhaa! ~~~~~}}}}}}
:P
gonna wear warm, freezing inside hahhaa! ~~~~~}}}}}}
Thursday, August 12, 2004
Tontie
I found this game somewhere, its really nice and fun, will get heart attack from level 6 onwards hahaha i kept playing and the highest level i achieve is level 8 and i will go bonkers liao haha
http://www.ebaumsworld.com/tontie.html
can try it~~ keke~~
http://www.ebaumsworld.com/tontie.html
can try it~~ keke~~
Wednesday, August 11, 2004
Yesterday's interview....
i went for the first interview at big communication at depot road.. at first i still can accept its in a JTC kind of building, the place and stuff... the beginning part of the interview was alright[said my work was nice and stuff], until the guy that was interviewing me started to ask me why i want to take up this job for, bread and butter? for passion??....... wah at first it was still ok, as u all know me i will go for money, admit that i work for money, but who dont!!!! in this world now, u got to be xian4 shi2 現實 , who dont! who will wake up in the morning and say " wow i'm going to create something out of the norm today! then got this burning desire to go to work!????"" that is crap!!! and he kept boasting about his nephew is our senior, first batch in dmd, got 12 distinctions, photoshop skills self learnt and better than the lecturers, then so WHAT! then i sat down there stunned, duno how to reply this kind of question, HIS EGO IS BIGGER THAN SINGAPORE.. I am still thinking what if they called and ask me to work there, can i tolerate this guy??? the environment is i think all guys office layout quite boring.. i dunno what to say
the second interview is more normal, ndee's(one of my classmates) working company, they lookin for part-time designer to do proj in house, if they got the project then i will come into place, paid 55 per hr, then i might be offer a permanent job when they think they need one at the office. SO at least this interviewer , darren, is more normal just simple and straight to the point
the previous one... haiz..i have nv met someone like that guy, somemore i met guowen at the company where the guy interviewed him after me , so i waited outside for guowen, another hr... when we discussed about what he said,.. its the same.. and guowen said that the guy told him " he previously worked as a programmer for free " and he BEGGED pple to use his program... oh mi god loh.. this person actually he is kind of funny one .. but his thinking pissed me off. he asked me to be sales girl if i work for money, go work 7 per hr and one day 10 hrs and 30 days a mth, WELL i think he has no experience in that .. which employer will let a part time work 30 days a mth and 10 hrs a day, there are no such thing, the employer wont let u work that much as they will have to pay more money, and also they will have their fulltime staff, majority part time staff gets paid per hr, and one day seldom got a job 10 hrs, part time for normal sales one is ard 8 - 9 hrs and restaurant (japanese) they got afternoon break, i worked b4 only at most 8 hours.. buay tahan him..
i dont wanna write about that guy liao .. wasted too much energy about this entry.........
the second interview is more normal, ndee's(one of my classmates) working company, they lookin for part-time designer to do proj in house, if they got the project then i will come into place, paid 55 per hr, then i might be offer a permanent job when they think they need one at the office. SO at least this interviewer , darren, is more normal just simple and straight to the point
the previous one... haiz..i have nv met someone like that guy, somemore i met guowen at the company where the guy interviewed him after me , so i waited outside for guowen, another hr... when we discussed about what he said,.. its the same.. and guowen said that the guy told him " he previously worked as a programmer for free " and he BEGGED pple to use his program... oh mi god loh.. this person actually he is kind of funny one .. but his thinking pissed me off. he asked me to be sales girl if i work for money, go work 7 per hr and one day 10 hrs and 30 days a mth, WELL i think he has no experience in that .. which employer will let a part time work 30 days a mth and 10 hrs a day, there are no such thing, the employer wont let u work that much as they will have to pay more money, and also they will have their fulltime staff, majority part time staff gets paid per hr, and one day seldom got a job 10 hrs, part time for normal sales one is ard 8 - 9 hrs and restaurant (japanese) they got afternoon break, i worked b4 only at most 8 hours.. buay tahan him..
i dont wanna write about that guy liao .. wasted too much energy about this entry.........
Tuesday, August 10, 2004
Feel~
Interviews tomorrow
just recieved a call from a guy called wilson from a production company. I've got another interview tmr morning!~ and another one at ndee's working company in the afternoon~ i am excited for these 2 appointments, as i am actually desperate for jobs now and stayed at home for too long.. i sincerely hope that i get one offer tmr from anyone! please everyone! pray for me...
Happy Sunday [ ASOS + Zai Zai ]
Just finished watching happy sunday that aired sunday night in taiwan. this two episodes about Da S and Zai Zai coming to promo the new show called "MARS" that i am also watching now. BUt the whole happy sunday seems to revolve around ASOS sisters and Da Bing talking about their past as they were classmates and best friends since secondary school! quite amazing class as the class has ASOS sisters[大小S] , Da Bing大炳, Wu Pei CI 吳佩慈, Ah Ya阿雅 and 5566 Xiao Dao 小刀.! what an amazing class, all those big shots and this combi~ sounds so fun, all the happenings and stuff, wow imagine our class, when some of us becomes 藝人 [ stars] then it will be so interesting~<----------- A bit think too much hahahahahaahha but the show was entertaining though~ nice!
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pray pray pray for tmr!!!!
just recieved a call from a guy called wilson from a production company. I've got another interview tmr morning!~ and another one at ndee's working company in the afternoon~ i am excited for these 2 appointments, as i am actually desperate for jobs now and stayed at home for too long.. i sincerely hope that i get one offer tmr from anyone! please everyone! pray for me...
Happy Sunday [ ASOS + Zai Zai ]
Just finished watching happy sunday that aired sunday night in taiwan. this two episodes about Da S and Zai Zai coming to promo the new show called "MARS" that i am also watching now. BUt the whole happy sunday seems to revolve around ASOS sisters and Da Bing talking about their past as they were classmates and best friends since secondary school! quite amazing class as the class has ASOS sisters[大小S] , Da Bing大炳, Wu Pei CI 吳佩慈, Ah Ya阿雅 and 5566 Xiao Dao 小刀.! what an amazing class, all those big shots and this combi~ sounds so fun, all the happenings and stuff, wow imagine our class, when some of us becomes 藝人 [ stars] then it will be so interesting~<----------- A bit think too much hahahahahaahha but the show was entertaining though~ nice!
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pray pray pray for tmr!!!!
Monday, August 09, 2004
Think i'm a little addicted to blogging....~
i think i am addicted le.. one day can have so many entries LOL too bored! hahaaand Just now NDP 2004 i watched a little... saw the tribute to PM Goh Chok Tong, ... a little sad -- didnt know why.. guess he is a good man ba..
editing for the blog done le!! yeah~
done le.. :D spent some time on this
TOmato~
did this in paint~ cool huh!
TOmato~
did this in paint~ cool huh!
I messed things up............
Hey pple i messed things up........... the HTML codes that they give is so... messy..haiz will put things up as soon as possible.. but now in the mean time a new template style is up.~
finally.................
Finally after editing for so long.................................I finished editing and updated this new blog!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! pple enjoy ar ~ NEw tag board, songs, links blah blah blah... fainting liao .. just now too engrossed in the whole thing hahahhhha ~ and hor my wishlist beri long LOL and more to go~!Oh just got an URL to some grad photos ~
http://www.jinnycarag.net/photo/040804/ check these out~
http://www.jinnycarag.net/photo/040804/ check these out~
Lee Wei Song School of Music [ LWSSCM ]
Went to the leeweisong sch of music open house today, actually i was interested in the courses long time ago, especially the POP Vocal course~ But i can only join if i hav a stable income, cuz its 200 per 4 lessons...kinda expensive cuz i need to attend 48 lessons to complete the course... haiz but i decided to join next yr~~!!! :D
When i heard the students performing, its was like ~woohoo~! this is what i was always interested in leh.... And also i saw Rong Li ( sec sch friend ), which was one of the student performer!! quite surprised to see her there, didnt managed to say hi to her though.. was afraid she wont respond when i said hi.. so sad but so envious when i see her performing with the others..
But it was an excellent "talk" or just a share of experience from the lee brothers as they talked about music, chords, song composing, lyrics writing and lots more..! like how they feel when they wrote the song Feng Zheng 風箏 for sun yan zi 孫燕姿, wei song was saying that he took si song's kids to marina south fly kites. then he got the idea of the tune to be like 兒歌 kind of feel~ haha i was inspired by them. Hope to join the class soon~! too bad one of my friends went off early and didnt catch the interesting talk.
After that i went to MOS burger with ling, and we chatted for i think quite long time.. haha then we went shopping a bit cuz ling wants to get a gift for her friend that is leaving the company she working in... didnt manage to get one in the end though.. keke
When i heard the students performing, its was like ~woohoo~! this is what i was always interested in leh.... And also i saw Rong Li ( sec sch friend ), which was one of the student performer!! quite surprised to see her there, didnt managed to say hi to her though.. was afraid she wont respond when i said hi.. so sad but so envious when i see her performing with the others..
But it was an excellent "talk" or just a share of experience from the lee brothers as they talked about music, chords, song composing, lyrics writing and lots more..! like how they feel when they wrote the song Feng Zheng 風箏 for sun yan zi 孫燕姿, wei song was saying that he took si song's kids to marina south fly kites. then he got the idea of the tune to be like 兒歌 kind of feel~ haha i was inspired by them. Hope to join the class soon~! too bad one of my friends went off early and didnt catch the interesting talk.
After that i went to MOS burger with ling, and we chatted for i think quite long time.. haha then we went shopping a bit cuz ling wants to get a gift for her friend that is leaving the company she working in... didnt manage to get one in the end though.. keke
Sunday, August 08, 2004
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